 EDD of first loss (LC and PG ment)
Well Wednesday was the EDD for the first baby I lost. I had been dreading the day and had requested the day off from work. DH was out of town on business. I dropped DD off at daycare and proceeded to run errands. The plan was to run errands until noon, and then spend a Talbots gift certificate I had received months ago and take myself out to a movie before picking up DD. It was not to be. Daycare called shortly before noon to tell my DD was sick and I needed to pick her up. So the last few days have been spent taking care of DD. We have had a nice few days together, I must admit. I have mixed feelings about having been distracted on the EDD. On one hand it was a relief, and on the other, I feel I missed the opportunity to recognize it.
I think this weekend I will get out the box I have with ultrasound pictures, letters, poems, and cards from my two losses and go through everything. I think I would also like to write another letter to our first Angel. As I write this I am tearing up, so I guess I do need to spend the time recognizing the day, even if it is a few days late. DH returned home today and took over sick-child care while I returned to work in the afternoon.
I look forward to a weekend with my little family, including the little bean growing inside me.
I love you, my sweet Angel. Save a place for me.
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Me 35, DH 37
Our Angels, mc 6/19/06 & mc 9/6/06
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