Emotional Wreck...

Lailaria · 03-23-2007, 03:33 PM

Afternoon, all.

I'm having a really hard time dealing with my emotions today. I just keep pretending everything is fine, but it's really not.

I haven't been able to find a good family dr yet. Most of them are the 'get in and get out' type and I need one that's willing to take the time to listen to me. Unfortunately, most new doctors are going right into specialties so there aren't many new family drs out there.

My family is still avoiding me. I talked to my brother the other day and he said that he would come to visit either yesterday or today but I haven't heard anything. I tried calling but I got no answer. My mom is mad at me for going to my sister's birthday party the other night. They don't get along and haven't spoken in years. My other two brothers don't really have their priorities in order. DH is having a hard time, too. He doesn't fully understand how I'm feeling so it's frustrating for him because he doesn't know what he can do to help me. He tries, though.

The rain definately isn't helping my mood but there's nothing anyone can do about that. I just stayed home and cleaned all morning. I'll probably clean some more in a little while.

I've been sabatoging every chance of making friends. I really don't know why. Part of me just feels like no one wants to hear me complain and that's all I seem to do anymore so I give up trying to communicate with new friends. It's sad, really.

I just feel like giving up today...

Italian Friend · 03-24-2007, 10:44 AM

hi! i am really sorry for your horrible day.. sometimes bad things seams to arrive all together..ain't it? family should be our safe nest but when things dont go raight even ther thats really awful, and believe me, i know a lot about this feeling!i hope that now you are feelling a little better.. (((((((Hugs))))))

irishangel · 03-28-2007, 09:20 AM

I'm sorry I do understand if you need someone to talk to im here