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01-17-2007, 11:16 AM
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This is just a poem I wrote a while back. Thought that I would share. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I have everything I want.
I have everything I need.
So why do I feel so empty?
Why does my heart bleed?
Inside I feel so hollow,
And my body feels so numb.
My mind works steadily against me,
Making me what I've become.
Wishing does me no good.
Hoping even less.
These feelings I keep deep within,
I've learned how to suppress.
When I look in the mirror,
What is it that I see?
A broken smile and saddened eyes.
Could this really be me?
Some days I want to run and hide,
To escape from all this pain.
Or scream out loud for all to hear,
But they'd all think that I'm insane.
I need someone to wipe away,
The tears that fall from these eyes.
I need someone to pick me up,
And tell me no more lies.
When will all of this go away?
When will all of this end?
I'm not sure how much more I can take.
When will my heart mend? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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02-15-2007, 08:10 PM
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Your poem is beautiful! It made me cry!
Amy
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02-17-2007, 02:32 PM
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Awesome poem. I feel your pain, too.
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02-19-2007, 06:02 PM
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wow it was really good! i completly understand!
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03-17-2007, 12:22 PM
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Hi my name is sarah
Like you i am 23 too almost 24
What you wrote takes a lot of courage and i admire you for that
This is a hard thing to go through. I was diagnosed in 2005
I never really got better. I saw my obgyn not to long ago he is sending me to an endocrinologist I will see in april on the 9th i think
I hope it will go well.
Best luck to you and lots of love i hope you feel better soon
P.S i used to think god put this on me then i started to pray and things are getting better hang in there you will come through too thanks again for writing this lovely pome love sarah | |
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03-19-2007, 10:41 PM
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Wow. Very powerful poem, it made me cry reading it. Thank you for sharing.
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03-31-2007, 02:39 AM
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Beautifully written, thank you for sharing that! 
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