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PhoenixRaven · 12-18-2005, 02:53 AM

Amber and Jenn .. thanks ... I know it's going to be rough and Ihope that everything works out OK ... I know me moving out for the time we get our things sorted out will be a good thing ... Amber, that's exactly how I feel ... I look at my hubby and I don't know what I would do without him ... but things have surfaced that need to be dealt with and it will be better to do so living apart and that will be the hardest part of all ...

(((Jenn))) I hope you feel better soon sweetie!

lil lizzie · 12-18-2005, 07:15 PM

Jenn~I hope that bonus comes through for DH. And I'm glad you got your car back already!

Corrie~I truly think some time apart will be good for you guys. ((((hugs))))

lpcale · 12-19-2005, 12:22 AM

Just checking in to see how you are all doing? Hope everyone is feeling great and still enjoying whats left of the weekend. Looks like its been quiet around here, guess everyone is getting busier and busier with Christmas approaching...

Things here have been busy too but things are going well. Friday night we got together with several couples for a little christmas celebration. We fried oysters and had all other seafood too. It was yummy! I went shopping yesterday...I must be crazy b/c it was horrible. I guess everyone had the same idea. Today DH and I went to my parents church to hear my mom sing in the cantata! It was so nice. Now, I am getting ready to go to a Christmas party that starts at 6:30 pm. Wanted to do a few personals while I had the time...

Tigga- I have missed you! Thanks for asking about my best friend! She had her little boy and he is 5lbs with a head full of dark hair and BIG blue eyes! They are all doing very well. She said it was a breeze, so thats encouraging for us girls who are TTC! Hope things are looking up for you. Sending you some Cheery Christmas Dust. I love you and email if you need anything~
lpcale03@aol.com.

Leah-Hey there sweetie. Hope you had a great weekend? Did you do anything?

Lizzie-My boobs still hurt so bad....how about yours? LOL! love ya!

Jenn-Glad to hear that you got your car back. Theres nothing like be without a car. I have got my fingers crossed that DH will get that bonus!

Roz-How are you? Any news? Hope your weekend was without any unnecessary drama!

Corrie-Wow, I sure have been thinking of you. I am sorry to hear about what you have been going through, but it sounds like you are handling it very well and in a mature manner. My hat is off to you. It cant be easy. I will keep you in my prayers and I hope everything will work out the way you want it too. I am glad you opened up to us and know that we would never judge you. Everyone is different and it is never good to hold your feelings in. We are here for you and let us know if you need anything.

Lee-Hey there. Hope your family is all healthy my now. I am sure those cutie pie girls are estatic about Christmas.

To anyone I missed, I love ya all and take care.

lpcale · 12-19-2005, 12:23 AM

I miss being about to give you girls GIFTS!

leahdione · 12-19-2005, 01:37 AM

Lisa,
I am doing great. Hubby had to go to Nashville this weekend for work so I was alone. I cleaned the carpets Friday night and just relaxed. Saturday I went Christmas shopping with a friend. I finished except for one more gift, now I just have to wrap them. I also stayed at my friends last night, the dog went too. It was fun. Hubby got home this afternoon around 4:30. I have just finished cooking, eating, and cleaning the kitchen. It was a pretty good weekend other than being away from hubby. Glad that you had fun this weekend. Sounds busy but enjoyable. Sorry your boobies are still hurting. AF is gone so I hope I will ovulate on my own this month. We will see.

Corrie,
I am so sorry for everything that is going on right now. I don't even have words. My heart aches for you. I am here if you need me, feel free to email me at leah_beacham@hotmail.com. ((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))

Roz,
Hi!!! How is your weekend going????

Jenn,
Glad you got your car back, sorry about the gifts/money situation, and crossing my fingers that hubby gets the bonus!!!

Lizzie,
Hi! How was your weekend?? Any big plans??

Tigga,
Hi Sweetie! Miss you and sorry that things are tough for you right now. Know that we are all here for you and love you. Email me if you want: leah_beacham@hotmail.com (((((((HUGS))))))))

Paisley,
Hi!!!!! Hope things are a little calmer at your house. How was your weekend??

Lee,
Hi! How are you and your family??? Thinking of you.

Anyone I missed, sorry, love ya and thinking of you all!!!

LeeDawson · 12-19-2005, 06:26 AM

hi,
just checking in to say hi!

Rozlynn · 12-19-2005, 03:40 PM

I never thought I would be this much a mess today... Last night K and I talked because he was going to do something and he put the decision on me. Since I was his reasoning to get out of the Army... I am the reason he is going back in. He called and said " I just have one question, and its been the reason why I needed to see you all along to see if we can fix our relationship get it back to the way it was and move foward. Is there anything left between us because tomorrow I have a big decision to make... If the answer is yes then I will not sign up again... If not I'm going" I yelled saying how dare he put such a decion on me thats not fair. Today after thinking about everything I'm a mess haha What a burden to put on my shoulders. So if something happens to him I will feel as though its my fault...

And with J(after he told me just answer the phone to deal with it) sitting on the couch I was on the phone with him for an hour and half re hashing our relationship and where it went wrong ect.. Its very hard to tell someone that your not in love with them I guess I never really faced this ... I just handed him a five page letter and it was easy. I didn't have to tell him the things that went wrong. Or hear him be so upset and it breaks my heart .. and here I am crying again.. You think you have everything figured out and your heart is closed off and then a simple hello makes everything rush back. I know J is the logical choice for me and I do love him so very much more than anyone will ever know more then I know even but I can't help but to think how it would be with K again... If he really has changed and if he really would follow through this time. Then I remember sitting every weekend crying, not trusting him, not being able to talk to him the way J and I do and realize that a Leapord never changes its spots. Its very hard just to turn off a love and history - over 10 years of love and history... Its not even that I don't care about K any more because boy do I but a heart can only break so much in one lifetime and when most of it comes from one person or even a few people its too much to handle. K is like fast food - You know its bad for you but god something draws you back to it every time... I never meant to hurt anyone and it really does tare my heart apart knowing I hurt the one person I loved for a very long time... My make up smearing and now my nose is bleeding so I guess I best stop typing - - -

I'll be back later to do personals and such... I hope all of you are doing well and had great weekends and have great days/nights... I love you guys and thank you for everything

~Rozlynn~

leahdione · 12-19-2005, 04:28 PM

Roz,
I responded on the friends thread too, will email you soon.

Lee,
Hi!!! How are you???

Everyone else,
Good Morning! Everyone done shopping, its almost Christmas???

jennthediva · 12-19-2005, 05:45 PM

Roz - GET RID OF K. He is trouble, I swear to you. He sounds EXACTLY like my ex. You guys do great for a little while, then the trouble begins, then he is begging for another chance. What you have with J is REAL, and if you guys can move on with the ex crap going on, you will be fine. You need to honestly think about who you are *honestly* in love with. Is it J or K? I'm a little confused by your post...

Remember, I keep telling you to e-mail me about this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

leahdione · 12-19-2005, 05:49 PM

Jenn,
HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How are you? Have you had anymore placements at work??

Tiggamoo · 12-19-2005, 06:27 PM

MOOrning, y'all! I'm not doing well this morning. My tonsils are swollen and sore so I sound weird when I try to talk. My head hurts and my sinuses are swollen. My nose runs and my ears are stuffy. I didn't sleep much or well last night so I'm very tired. I hope you all are doing much better than all that. I'm considering going to the dr after work. I don't want to but I feel pretty cruddy. My weekend was ok even if I didn't feel well. I finally finished my Christmas shopping. I'm thankful for that. I don't want to be in the middle of all the crazy traffic and rude people anymore. I just want to enjoy family time. Anymoo...

Corrie-I'm so glad you shared with us what's going on. It sounds like you and your DH are dealing with things as maturely as you can. It may take a long time and a lot of individual and marriage counseling but I hope for the best for you both in whatever happens. Just know we are all here to listen and support you. ((HUGS))

Roz-I don't like the guilt trip K is putting on you about his going back to the Army. That just isn't right! The phone call with K just sounded so hard for you. Sometimes to say your thoughts out loud can make them more real and bring out those hidden emotions. I'm sorry things have been so bad with the exes lately. I just want the best for you and J with no exes involved. Cut the cords with the exes and move on. ((HUGS))

Jenn-I'm glad things went well at the ER. I hope you got some pain relief, sweet cyster. I'm glad you got your car back. I just hate that it cost so much! I hope your DH gets that bonus too. ((HUGS))

Lizzie-How are you doing? Are your boobies still sore?

Lee-How are you and your family doing?

Lisa-I'm so glad things went well with your friend and her baby boy! Thanks for the update. Thanks for the cheery Christmas dust! I think it has helped some even though I'm not feeling good. I hope your week is starting out well! ((HUGS))

Leah-Thanks for you sweet support! I'm glad you almost have all that Christmas shopping done. It sounds like you had a good weekend even if your hubby was away! Glad AF is gone for you. Do pass her my way. ((HUGS))

Paisley-Are things calmer at your home? Hope your family is doing well.

All others....hope you are doing well!

I love you all!!!!

jennthediva · 12-19-2005, 07:11 PM

Leah - HI

I have 10 total placements. My manager just wrote me a "keep up the good work e-mail" haha. January 10th is 3 months here, so I'm hoping I get talked to about being hired by then, but not sure that I will. I'm wondering if they are waiting to see if I make anymore placements. But right now is VERY slow because of the holidays.

Tigg - I'm doing okay, but I know that medication is not going to last until my cycle, which starts on the 25th. I mean hell, the medication was only a 2 day supply! I'm not sure what I am going to do, to be honest. I would hate to go to another 'urgent clinic', but I might not have any other choice because my appointment with the specialist isn't until the 6th. Does anyone have any suggestions? My regular family doc won't do anything, he feels uncomfortable giving out pain meds...

leahdione · 12-19-2005, 08:41 PM

Jenn,
That is great. I hope that they hire you, you sound very hard-working and dedicated which any company would appreciate.

Tigga,
I will send AF your way. She came back for a short visit, but should be on her way today. Hope she gets to you soon. Sorry you are feeling so yucky. The doctor isn't fun but if you aren't getting any better you should go.
((((COMFORT VIBES)))))) and (((GET WELL VIBES))) coming your way!

lil lizzie · 12-19-2005, 11:39 PM

Hi all! For those who asked, my boobs aren't sore anymore.

Not as much anyway. Sorry, no personals right now. Maybe later if I get another minute. Getting ready to go to DH's parents' on Wednesday...I can't believe Christmas is just around the corner!!

jennthediva · 12-20-2005, 12:12 AM

He got a bonus today

So it looks like we can get Christmas presents, YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!