Endometriosis Support--Welcome! - Page 52

lil lizzie · 09-27-2005, 03:44 PM

Lee~So glad to hear your mum's out of the hospital!

Roz~Good morning! Although it's almost afternoon for me...

Leah~Anything new today on the ovary front?

Jenn~Yay! I'm so glad you're safe and sound and that there was minimal damage. Power outages I can deal with. Congrats on the job sweetie! That's awesome. *hugs*

Not much new here, just waiting...

leahdione · 09-27-2005, 04:03 PM

Lil Lizzie,
I have been having some twinges today but I don't know if that means I am ovulating yet. Will find out in the morning I guess. How are you today??? Have you been babydancing??? Baby dust!!!!!

Jenn,
So glad that you are okay. Glad you are back. Congrats on the job!!! I am so happy for you. Yay!!!!

Tigga,
Where are moooooo? Hope you are having a moovelos day.

Paisley,
Hope you are safe!!! ((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Roz,
HI Sweetie! Have a wonderful day.

lil lizzie · 09-27-2005, 05:33 PM

Leah~Twinges are good! I think I'm taking today off from BD'ing. We've been going at it like rabbits the last few days. DH probably would like a break..yeah right! I'm pretty sure that if there were an eggie we caught it! Today I just feel kinda bloated and heavy...not as tired though. So that's a good thing.

leahdione · 09-27-2005, 05:40 PM

Lil Lizzie,
So you are in the two week wait??? Looks like we will be in it together if I do ovulate. We bd'ed last night, think I may break tonight and try again tomorrow. I don't know though.
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lil lizzie · 09-27-2005, 06:43 PM

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Right back at ya!

Tiggamoo · 09-27-2005, 06:52 PM

Hello sweet cysters! I'm doing the best I can today. I just feel worn out in an emotional way. I just want to thank all of you for being so great.

Lil Lizzie-Thanks for the gift of thumbs up!

Leah-Here I am! Things sound hopeful for you and I hope your Wednesday appointment goes well.

Rozlynn-How is your Tuesday?

Lisa-I'm glad your post-op went well and I imagine all the TTC plans are exciting/overwhelming. I'm excited for you! As for the beds, if no one dies...they are going to be full tomorrow! I'm asking for vacation time!

Lee-It's good to hear your mum is out of the hospital. I hope she continues to feel better daily!

Jenn-It's wonderful to know that you are safe. I'm excited about the job!!! It sounds like a great opportunity for you!! ((HUGS))

Paisley-Hope you are ok. You are missed!

((BABYDUST)) to all those who want it!!!!

lpcale · 09-27-2005, 11:32 PM

hey there girls! things here are the same as yesterday...mentally exhausted, but i think most of that is from work. glad when thursday is over with for DH semen analysis and to know the results. guess i have a lot of waiting ahead of me.....started provera today!!!! babydust to all those who want and need it!

leah-happy bd'ing to you and sure hope this time is the one. be sure to have some fun and enjoy it. looks like i am a little behind on you and lil lizzie, so you will have to keep me updated on what to expect. love ya!

tigga-sure hope you get that vacation you desperately need! you deserve...sounds like you have done a great job. dont forget.....which i am sure you havent.....december is getting closer and closer. i cant wait for you!

jenn-sooooo very glad to hear from you and that you are safe and sound. i sure know how the power outage thing works....with hurricane isabel we were without power for 12 days, so i know what that can be life. guess you can tell i live out in the country, but not too far! CONGRATS ON THE NEW JOB AND BEST OF LUCK TO YOU!!!!

paisley-we miss you and are worried. pray that you are doing well and safe and sound! love you and hope to hear from you soon!

lee-glad you mother is out of the hospital. sounds like things are slowly but surely getting better for you and your family. how is the bleeding?

roz- how are you sweetie....hang in there. we are here for you through the good and bad! let us hear from you and how you are doing when you get a chance. love ya and thinking of you!

princess, jill, honeycat, corey, and to everyone else i accidentally forgot....forgive me, we miss you and all check in soon. hope all is well and ((((comfort vibes)))) to who needs them!!!

leahdione · 09-28-2005, 12:17 AM

Tigga,
Things look hopeful, as long as I am actually ovulating. I can't wait until December when you can join us. It isn't that far off!!! Hope you can get some much needed vacation time to rest and relax. Love ya! ((((HUGS))))

Lisa,
You aren't behind, Lil Lizzie and I have been chatting like mad today! I just happened to be in the right time frame to monitor this cycle with my doctor. Hopefully I will have some mature follicles tomorrow, if not guess I will go on meds to make me ovulate. But I am hopeful. I just get a feeling that things are about to go the way I want and need them to right now. I am still having nausea, will follow up on that with doctor tomorrow. I am also still having some abdomen pain, and baby dancing is a little uncomfortable. Thought that would go away after surgery but it hasn't. It definitely isn't as bad as before, but is still there. I am glad you are about to join us in the ttc craziness. We just started and I can already tell it is going to drive me crazy until I get that BFP.

Roz,
Hi! Hope you are doing okay! Love ya! (((((HUGS))))))

Paisley,
Miss you and Love ya! Hope you are safe!!!!

Jenn,
HI!!!

Honeycat, princess, jill, corey, everyone else, love ya and miss ya!! Baby dust to all who want and need it!!! Sticky dust to those that need it!!!!(although I am saving some for myself)

Rozlynn · 09-28-2005, 08:21 AM

AF is here and boy am I nausious I have been dry heaving all night long....

Talked to K last night and the letter sure did light a fire under his butt - We both have sucky communication skills that is for sure. So you wanna know whats Ironic about him not calling Friday....See because I handled all the other times we just didn't talk for a few days...This time I write this Massive (and looking back at it) Hurtful, Spiteful Letter....Heres the Irony Friday the reason he didnt' call is because he was looking for my engagement ring and was told last night he was going to propose this weekend in the Catskills. HAHAHAHAHHAA I am laughing because The one time I am impulsive and write the letter to light a fire under his butt not so much to break it off for ever but just to see after a few days how we felt if we couldn't live without eachother - and he is out doing the very thing That I have been waiting on....Him Growing up and moving foward with me. Last night we left at that he would call me in a few days and that we loved eachother very much and wanted to be with eachother. So... now the waiting game (again see the irony) of whether or not we will get back together. Systers I just wanted him to know how I felt and when I did write the letter boy was I pissed...but the very thing that I have been waiting for was going to come this weekend if maybe I was a little more adult about the situation last weekend and TALKING to him about these things.... HAHHAAHHA *sigh* My friend Adam told me last night this point in our lives can go either way - -He could say well I dont want to be with you since you are spiteful or were not compatable we can't even communicate OR This could bring us closer together & both of us trying hard communicating better. (Because the stress that he is under He never told me about I had no clue.....I am not a mind Reader) Which ever way it goes I know I will be ok. Those were things that had to get off my chest Harshly came off my chest but.... It could only make both of us stronger in the end. I am sure that once I am on my way to work I will be bailing my eyes out like I have been since Saturday --

Any suggestions? Because I'm at a loss obviously not for words since I just wrote a novel but I dont' know what to do. I think tonight I am going to go to my grandfathers grave and sit for awhile -- But I would love all your takes on what happend..... Have a great day

lpcale · 09-28-2005, 09:34 AM

Good Wednesday. I am about to leave for work and had to finish something to present todaty at the meeting. Just wanted to check in and say hello. Hope you all have a great day and ((((Babydust))))), ((((Comfort Vibes)))), and ((((hugs)))) to all those who need them! Love you all!

Leah-Glad I am not to far behind!!!! This is such an emotional rollercoaster!!!

Roz- Wow, things definitley change quick dont they. Maybe the letter is what he needed to make him realize its now or never he if really loves you and doesnt want to loose you. Its a hard call. You are right, it could go either way, but I am glad to hear you say you will be OK either way. Just be carfeul and make sure its what you want if you do get back together, and not just b/c its comfortable and you are scared to make that final break! I know you will make the right decision. I will think about you and your situation more today, and check in again tonight. Hang in there......

Talk to you all soon! Love ya!

Rozlynn · 09-28-2005, 10:11 AM

Lpscale: Well we talked when he came over to drop off my stuff.... and I didn't know that was the reason he didn't call, again nothing was said - - Thats why I was trying to light a fire under his butt so he would make a decision and well he had already made one... I doubt he will propose right now I don't even know If we will get back together. I just feel so emotionally drained its un believable. Love is truly a grave disease.

jennthediva · 09-28-2005, 10:34 AM

Roz - You are in my thoughts and prayers! Was the letter really that bad? I mean, this doesn't make sense, to me that is. If he loves you and wants to marry you, he'll propose anyway. I had a similar situation when I met my DH way back when. Now granted it was only a few months, but (I'll have to explain my ex story sometime), but my DH and I had been dating for about 2 months at this point. My ex, who up until then did NOT want any commitment with anybody, called me and proposed marriage to me. Well, my ex cheated on me in the past, so I wasn't going to do that. What I did end up doing was talking to my DH (boyfriend then) and said I wanted to know where this was going, if it wasn't going anywhere I would move back to my home town. I know this wasn't fair only 2 months into it, but I wanted to get his thoughts. Well, that night he told me he was in love with me, and that we were definitely getting serious. We grew even closer after that conversation, hence why he is my DH now

Give your guy some time to think about what he wants to do. But I hope it all works out for the best!!!!

Rozlynn · 09-28-2005, 10:52 AM

Jenn: I wrote the letter when I was very angry and for the fact my parents stood over me while doing it spilling stuff into my ears made it that much worse. I love that boy to death. Even when I was with my ex I was still in love with K. and 5 years later we got back together. I dont know what it is about him and the way he is...something always draws me back draws us back.... Either way looking at the letter it was very harsh and that is what I felt - -I guess I will wait things out...I want run to him hug him and kiss him but I dont' know if that would change anything.... This is truly his decision whether or not we can move past our issues and for the fact he will try harder.

I know I know I keep writing but I only have words.... I can't cry cause I'm drained so don't mind me venting everywhere I can

jennthediva · 09-28-2005, 10:58 AM

Roz - Can you write him another letter? Or maybe an e-mail about how you are feeling? I can tell you I felt the SAME way when I wanted that commitment from my ex. I was hurt and angry, and couldn't understand why he wouldn't commit to me. And we had been together for 5 years at that point!! I guess that's why I was so ready to be commited to my now DH, plus he is a MUCH better guy!
On one hand give him some time, but on the other I wonder if you should go over there and give him the kiss/hug that you want to. Just show him that you love him.

Rozlynn · 09-28-2005, 11:08 AM

I'm done writing letters....I've gotten in enough trouble LOL I mean I would drive to his work tonight to hug and kiss him but I dont want him to be like F u get away from either *sigh*