Endometriosis Support--Welcome! - Page 53

jennthediva · 09-28-2005, 11:10 AM

Roz - What about calling him? Or sending him a gift of some sort?

Rozlynn · 09-28-2005, 11:35 AM

I dont know if I should that would be grovling -- I don't grovel very well - and I don't know how to grovel I never had to do it ... and for the fact some of the things in the letter still do bother me esp the drinking but he said he was going to try and temper that because he sees that its been too much - -

jennthediva · 09-28-2005, 12:17 PM

Roz - Ok, I had no idea what you wrote in the letter. I've been so busy with this stupid storm and job interviews, then getting this job!
Is he a constant drinker? I would see where that bothers you, could be an indicator of future behavior as well. Is he willing to talk to somebody about that? It could be that your letter sparked him to think about what he is doing wrong, and maybe he is just bitter right now because he knows you were right. What other things in the relationship bother you?

lil lizzie · 09-28-2005, 01:11 PM

Tigga~You're most welcome!

Lisa~Don't worry, you haven't missed anything yet! Just a warning, you'll always be waiting when you're ttc. Good luck tomorrow! I hope only the best for you and DH!

Roz~Just do what you think is right. I know you still love him, and if you think that he's being sincere, then I say give him another (his last) chance. But it's up to you. Just go with your gut.

Jenn~Hi!

How's your day so far?

Well, not a whole lot new. Feeling super weird this morning. I'm having kinda low cramps, have this (TMI) creamy but gooey cm, feeling kinda nauseous....I just don't know what to think today.

Rozlynn · 09-28-2005, 01:47 PM

Jenn: It seems like some weekends he just tosses me aside to be with his friends. I don't have any here - - I moved to be with him back in January. I don't mind hanging out with his friends but not everyweekend in a bar. The way that sometimes he forgets to call - I worry about him what can I say so I get upset when he doesn't call and I'm sitting waiting on him. I never wanted to be the gf that calls his work that to me is like checkin up on him nor did I want him to get in trouble.... Like he said last night it shouldn't always be up to him to call that I can call and find out whats going on. I see his point but then again...Sometimes he works later than normal to pick up extra hours --

leahdione · 09-28-2005, 01:55 PM

Lil Lizzie,
HMMMM,that sounds interesting!!! ***********BABY DUST***************

Roz,
Honey, do what you think is best. Go with your gut. If you want to call him just to say hi, call him. Let him know that you love him. He knows how you were feeling now so it is kinda in his court. I am glad that you said you would be okay either way. (((((((((HUGS)))))))))))

Jenn,
Hi!!!!

Lisa,
Hi!

I found out today that I am probably not ovulating on my own but do not know for sure yet. My doctor is going to call me later. I am a little disappointed, but am not losing hope.

Rozlynn · 09-28-2005, 03:26 PM

Thank you systers for all your help and support. I am sorry I'm being so self centered....I hope that everyone of you are well feeling well....Baby dust and sticky dust to everyone - -Have a great day

leahdione · 09-28-2005, 03:33 PM

Roz,
You aren't being self-centered. It is understandable. We love you!!!!

jennthediva · 09-28-2005, 05:21 PM

Roz - You are NOT being self-centered!! We are always here to listen and offer support

Lizzie - HI! I'm doing good today. I'm having dinner with my boss and the people from the new company (company I'm working at now is being acquired, so I am meeting the people at the new company).

Leah - HI!!

Tiggamoo · 09-28-2005, 05:52 PM

Happy Hump Day, Y'all!!!

I'm feeling a little better. My boss and I had a long talk. He apologized for his outburst that occured on Monday. We talked for quite a while on my job performance, expectations, potential....and he was supportive. I'm glad to have that conversation behind me and I feel determined. I also have some days off scheduled during this month so that helps my feelings. I'm off this Friday but I'm also working this weekend. Anymoo...

Lisa-As I mentioned above, I've got some vacation days coming up to look forward to. I have to take my days by Oct. 31 so I've got four days to be taking! I'm so glad December is coming soon. It really will be here before I know it. Anymoo, I imagine the waiting is exhausting but at the same time it is exciting. I feel hopeful for you and your DH that you'll be pregnant soon! Hope your day at work is going well!

Leah-I'm sorry things aren't looking hopeful for ovulating this time. I hope you surprise your dr. and ovulate anyway. Have you figured out what is causing the nausea? You are right about December...it will be here before I know it. I can't wait to be TTC!!!

Roz-((HUGS)) It really does seem like it could go either way with you and K. Part of me says to follow your heart back to him. The main thing I see is you both need to talk to each other. You both need to know each others true feelings, issues, direction of your relationship....are you wanting similar things in life, love, dreams? Talking about it is scary sometimes and it makes fears/feelings feel more intense. If you can honestly and sincerely talk this thing through, y'all may have a chance or at least know if it's time to move on for sure. Also, I'm sorry AF is being such a meanie.

Jenn-I'm glad you are doing well today.

Paisley-I hope you are ok.

Lil Lizzie-Sounds like hopeful signs to me! ((BABYDUST))

Princess, Jill, Corrie, Lee, and all my other sweet endo cysters....check in with us!

leahdione · 09-28-2005, 06:47 PM

Tigga,
I haven't figured out the nausea. I still have abdominal pain too so it wasn't all coming from the endo. My mom said maybe it is gall bladder b/c we have questioned that before. I don't know. I refuse to have anything else wrong, but right now I feel so yucky, it is really bad today. Tempted to not go to the gym but I need to. Why can't I just be better? I am so tired of being sick and I want to ovulate and be pregnant soon. But I do know that if it is something I need to get it taken care of soon. I am feeling a little down today b/c of the u/s and all.

lil lizzie · 09-28-2005, 07:20 PM

Leah~Thanks!

Roz~You are NOT self-centered. You have a lot going on in your life right now, we completely understand that you're world has been completely rocked and you need our support. That's what we're here for hun.

Jenn~That sounds great! Have a good dinner with everyone.

Tigga~Happy hump day to you!! I'm so glad you had a good talk with your boss. I just hope he remains supportive of you. Just keep on him and things should be fine. Hope Friday is here before you know it!

Well, still feel weird. Talked to my mom for a good hour today and she is so excited for me. She's practically bouncing off walls! And apparently her and my dad are suspecting that my brother's gf is pg. Ack! For one, they've been "together" for maybe a couple months. My brother's only 19 (she's 20). They're both a couple of pot-heads. I damn well better be knocked up this time, cuz if I'm not and she is...it will be an interesting Thanksgiving dinner in a couple weeks. If you're wondering, our Thanksgiving is a bit earlier than in the US. So yeah, that's it for now.

lpcale · 09-29-2005, 12:37 AM

Just thought I would say hello! I am not feeling that well today, in a horrible mood, and oh, i dont know.....just somewhat off. I will try and do personals soon, as i am heading to bed. dh and i got tomorrow morning for some test, including semen analysis. talk with you all soon. good night and love you all!

LeeDawson · 09-29-2005, 05:15 AM

hi everyone
i was going to post last night but i just was a little upset from tuesday...

Now big breathe! lol! Ok I saw my specialist for my back on tuesday, (he called me back in ) well! I have bad news. I have a disk disease in my spine.. i have a MRI next Thursday to confirm it.
they may have to operate.. so until we get the results PLease pray for me.. I am soooooooo upset.. I wondered why i have being getting so much pain..

Also I saw the gyne yesterday and he put me back on primolut....
thats about it for here!

leahdione · 09-29-2005, 11:40 AM

Lisa,
Hope things go okay today. Sorry you had an off day, we all have those.

Lee,
I am so sorry. I hope that you can get the best treatment needed. My MIL has back problems and had surgery for them. It is a tough recovery, but you are strong and can handle it, plus we are all here supporting you. ((((((HUGS)))))))) What is primolut??

Well, as for me I am still having extreme nausea(it's really bad), abdominal pain and back pain. It isn't the endo for sure b/c I just had it all burnt off. I have been getting heart burn lately, and burping alot. I have felt really weak and close to passing out about 3-4 times in the past week. I called my doctor and left a voicemail for his nurse. I want to get my gall bladder checked and I am hoping he can do it and not send me to another doctor b/c I can't do that. I just want these problems gone. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHH! I am at work but I feel like crap. Just want to cry!