 The Enemy
You tear me apart, tell me what I do wrong
The words last a minute but the pain lasts so long..
It hurts so much, it makes me cry
I dont know what to say to you, all I can ask is why?
Why do you do this to cause me so much pain?
Why are all the words you say said with so much vain?
What did I do to deserve this? What did I do to you?
I guess I only cry because I know it's all the truth..
You bring me no confidence, you show me only fright
as you destroy me in the day and haunt me in the night.
You are a threat to me, you arise so many fears..
You are The Enemy, you trigger all my tears.
Every day you push me farther and farther back
Pointing out all my flaws and everything I lack
I despise you with everything I am, I feel nothing but hate.
You've made me numb, screaming in my face.
You've caused me so much depression, hurt, pain, and rejection...
But I look up and realize that "YOU" are only my reflection....
anyone like it? I think I'm going to read it at a poetry reading and explain PCOS as kind of an afterword.
__________________ Me: 18 DF:18
Not trying, but still hoping!!
DXed: September 10, 2007
PCOS with insulin resistance, Pelvic Congestion Syndrome, IBS, Asthmatic, Chronic Sinusitis, Depression, Anxiety
Meds:L-Lysine, Nexium, Metformin, spiro, Melatonin, Saw Palmetto, YAZ (YAY! I can't wait to get my boobs back!! lol)
LADIES: Does it ever feel to you like if you took ALL of the pills that you have to take in ONE day AT ONE TIME, you would be SO FULL, that you could skip a whole meal and not feel hungry?
Last edited by tukeetukee; 04-17-2008 at 09:42 PM.
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