Long time no blog... Reminder to self: I love my job!
by, 02-29-2012 at 12:01 AM (475 Views)
Iím not even sure whatís wrong with me, or why I feel like I do. But I feel as though I just got a demotion at work. We had a staff mtg at work, and just had gone for training last weekend, so I understand where my boss, S was coming from and why she needed to place a hierarchy amongst us employees, but I guess I viewed us all as equal (and that just been thrown out the window). I understand, I really do... but I just feel under-appreciated and like I donít really count (which I know isnít true, but those darn feelings). April will be two years at the daycare, and Iíve now been put Ďunderí the authority of someone who a) hasnít been there as long as I have and b) in TEN years my jr! :**[ ...and I have more education then everyone but S. Shouldnít that count as something?! Maybe, and I hate to say this after working at it ALL my life, but maybe I wasnít cut out for education... wow that was hard... and yet where would I go, what would I do? I say it almost every day, I love my job! I love being able to get out of the house a couple of days a week and not have to think about me, but think about others (the kids). I love that I can bring DD3 with me. I love that S is flexible. I love that we are all good friends, and Christians too! I loved feeling equal, so Önow I guess I work on loving less responsibility (then L and J have).
and, this is more of a side tangent... I feel SO out of the loop at times (guess I need to work on liking that aspect too) and I guess I need to just get over that feeling.
I donít know if Iíve resolved anything in my head, but I feel a little better. UGH