Taking A Break...
by , 07-08-2012 at 01:27 PM (582 Views)
So on a whim I've decided to take a break from soulcysters.com. The main reason is because I didn't realize how nervous I'd be once we conceived our second child. It seems like there are so many losses on this site and it really bothers me. So I'm taking a break to make sure that I don't read any more of it for a while. I know it seems selfish but my mind is like a friggin' whirlwind of what ifs, like what if I'm too fat this time, what if my PCOS is worse this time, what if my past illness comes back, etc, etc, and I'm desperate for some relief from these thoughts. So I'm staying away from the forums. I have a couple more blogs in my but after that I think I'm done for now.







