ErinKBall

Feeling down lately. ;( Too much stress not enough outlets. Car broke down, budget tight, not enough time with hubby. Suffer still the loss of our baby. Especially with everyone having babies. Barely making it through days with out wondering if this is right. am i doing it right. Is this what I deserve? Should I change jobs? Friends, house, Spouse? That I cant do. Hes to good to me. But is this normal? Am i just over stressed? Cant focus. Welll I can focus just not on what I want. My sleep sucks. I have way too much going on. My Bday is in 22 days and Im no even looking forward to it. I never do but usually Im like ok!! Here we go a new year starts and we start again at a new age. But I just cant. All i can think is have to go to work to come home. Go to work come home. Same routine. This sucks. Help could really use a chear me up.

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Erin

Me 26 Hubby 27
M/C#1 5-27-03 at 12wks
On met 2500 ttc now added 150mg clomid challenge. Round 3 a bust.. Here we go round 4 sigh... in feburary. On a break for HSG..(
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CarolinaKitty

Hi sweety,

I know how you feel. I feel the same way sometimes. It's like I'm trying my best to be normal and to make people happy. Then I stay up all night and think about what I did or might have done wrong. It happens and sometimes you just get sick of it. The thing is that you can't go on feeling like this and you don't have to. Life is never perfect, this is something I'm having to learn myself. Just remember the things you have to be thankful for. You have a husband who loves you. You can see the sun come up in the morning. You can walk around, hear, and talk to people. You have another day to be alive and to fill it with the love you have for others which they do appreciate, and you can receive the love they have for you. You can remember family members that have long since past away and it's almost like your living those memories again. You can smile and laugh and be gitty and you don't have to worry because the people you love, love you too. You have friends you can talk to. Most especially, God loves you so much. He doesn't care if you don't do things perfect; he cares about you and he wants to heal the pain. He'll always be there to love, listen to, and help you through it all.

He's there for you, we're here for you, and you're loved just the way you are.
Peace,
CarolinaKitty (Abigail)

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keepthefaith

rough times are so normal... sometimes i too feel like there are a million things rushing through my life that are out of order and just dont know what to do! i guess just sitting down and figuring things out what be a great idea! take time for yourself, go on a long walk and clear your mind. dance in the kitchen to a song that you love. birthday's are a perfect time to take time out to celebrate yourself! things might seem crazy, but keep life in perspective and be grateful for everything you do have. happy birthday in advance!