 Feeling horrible
Ok so I'm freaking let me explain this has been a bad 5 years for me i broke ties with my mother at that time it was the smart thing or so i thought.
I then floated around and did ok untill a year ago feb. When thanks to my mothers ex husband i ended up homeless professionally i was on the top of the world personally i was in hell.
I then moved into a new city and it was up and town but i made all my dreams came true and things were better then they were.
then my world came crashing down my BF and i broke up 3 days before he was supposed to move to be with me. My job was ending and it wasnt ending well. I ended up haveing a nervous breakdown and was hospitalized for 3 days My boss screwed me out of money and i ended up homeless and living in a homeless shelter then i ended up with a better job. and Moved out of the shelter with a friend who then screwed me over and another friend let me crash with her while i got back on my feet. I got fired twice in one week then ended up back at one of my original jobs then ended up moving into my own place that week i break my ankle and am out on workers comp.
The boyfriend comes back into my life so does my mom (she's dying) and now I'm really depressed and am struggling for money. Plus Im so scared to leave my apartment because i'm afraid that if i do it'll no longer be here.
i have a interview in 3 hours and i havent slept yet and i dont even have clean clothes.... i so hate this
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Nikki- 26 and on the way to divorce with less then a year of marriage
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