I am feeling so unhappy at the moment, I have been feeling like this for about 2 months now, I have tried doing things to take it off my mind but nothing works, and it just feels like this is never going to end! It is all down to not getting pregnant, My husband went for a sperm count and the results came back that he was ok, so I know that it all down to me, I feel like a failure. Two of my friends and my cousin are pregnant ( one of my friends is going to have an abortion thursday) I cant even bring myself to talk to them or face them, because if I see them I will end up crying, because they can get pregnant and I cant! My period is nearly 3 weeks late (I know I am not pg because I have done 3 HPTs)I dont know what to do, to stop feeling this way! I just want to be like I was before (a few years ago) when I was such a happy person,(before I knew I had trouble ttc and being diagnosed with PCOS)
thanks for listening!
kim
__________________ Kim - age 28 dx sept 02 DH Jay 39. Married 4th May 02. ttc for 9 years.
m/c November 02. m/c June 2005. m/c November 2006. Ectopic pregnancy October 2007
Meds - Glucophage, provera, reductil.
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Kim, I know how you feel chica - I go through spells where it hurts more than normal. Just try to keep your chin up and know you can always vent or talk about it here.
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Jan/Feb - Clomid 150mg, O'd, BFN
Feb/March - taking break due to 3-inch cyst
March/April - Clomid 150mg, praying...
I am sorry that you are so down right now I wish there was something that I could say that would make all of your hurt go away but I know that is not going to happen...but I wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and praying for you. Take care hun and we are always here for you. *Hugs and Luv*
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Girls- we are cysters by chance but friends by choice. I love you girls so much. You give me strength,courage, guidance, support, and friendship
PLEASE never feel like you are a failure! You aren't!
I am sorry to hear that you have been having such a hard time right now emotionally and I can't promise that it's get better overnight, but we are all here to lean on each other. Please don't be afraid to come on here and vent your feelings!
Take care Hun and remember you are not a failure nor will you ever be!
thank you all for your replies! My period started yesterday it was 4 1/2 weeks late. I am going to see my gyno on thursday, my husband is going to come in with me (normallly i tell him not to, but i really want him to come in with me for support) my gyno keeps thobbing me off everytime saying that he will give me fertility treatment everytime but never has so my husband is going to ask him aswell,if we have no luck with him i will find another gyno who will help. thanks again for letting me vent! u guys are great!
kim
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__________________ Kim - age 28 dx sept 02 DH Jay 39. Married 4th May 02. ttc for 9 years.
m/c November 02. m/c June 2005. m/c November 2006. Ectopic pregnancy October 2007
Meds - Glucophage, provera, reductil.
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Feeling so unhappy 
I wish there was something that I could say that would make all of your hurt go away but I know that is not going to happen...but I wanted to let you know I am thinking of you and praying for you. Take care hun and we are always here for you. *Hugs and Luv*
