finally This poem truly comes from my heart and maybe it will help someone out there.
FINALLY
I woke up this morning,
With a smile on my face.
To the bathroom I ran,
Like an Indy race.
I stepped on the scale,
Hoping to lose.
But what I received,
Was very bad news.
I opened my eyes,
For only a peek.
Five more pounds,
In less than a week.
I made an appointment,
And to the doctor I go.
Whats wrong with me, I ask,
Hoping she'd know.
Irregular periods.
And hair on my face.
What is happening to me,
I'm such a disgrace.
Calm down, let's talk,
With a smile she replies.
I look up to her,
With tears in my eyes.
She starts to explain,
It all sounds the same.
But this time, its different,
My pain has a name.
As she continues,
The tears start to leave.
I finally understand,
I finally believe.
I sought till I found,
And now that I know.
But from here what happens,
Where do I go.
With no children yet,
At 25 years old.
All I want now,
Is a baby to hold.
A little weight to lose,
A little dignity to gain.
But life does go on,
If you can live through the pain.
Misty Conley
Pray for me, I want to get better and have a baby so bad!!!! |