i saw a private doctor on thursday and he was lovely.
he believes i've had undiagnosed PCOS since i was 13, which has led to hyperinsulemia - aka pre-diabetes - since i was about 18 (caused but the undiagnosed & untreated PCOS) and metabolic symdrome for the last year and a half (caused by the undiagnosed and untreated hyperinsulemia) hence the huge weight gain and constant exhaustion due to the low-blood sugar.
he rolled his eyes at the other diagnoses GPs have given me - depression (twice) M.E., glandular fever, STIs (he laughed at this one!), severe self-esteem issues - and he rolled his eyes at the Xenical i'd been given and said it was virtually useless for women with PCOS.
he says my thyroid is enlarged as well and is concerned that it might be getting damaged. i had to have a load of blood tests fri morning and couldn't eat from 7pm thurs night which upset me!
i have a prescription for 4 month's worth of slow release metformin that i'm going to try to get my GP to give me on the NHS and he's going to get me onto a new drug in december IF i manage with the metformin and lose 10kg by then.
i cried for ages when i left the hospital. i'd had so many doctors ignore me and make me feel like there was something wrong in my head or that i was a hypochondriac. i was convinced he was going to laugh at me and tell me there was nothing he could do. to have someone believe me when i say how ill i feel and how little i eat, and then to have them tell me that they could help me feel better as well was almost too much for me to take in.
thanks guys! i had to wait til today to drop the private prescription off at the NHS doc, and now it'll take 48 hours to get the NHS prescription boo hoo!
i've gone from a size 18 to a size 26 in a year and a half. i'd better start losing weight or i'm gonna cry and never stop!
While a 'diagnosis' might seem bad to most outsiders, it is a blessing if it means that someone is finally listening to you and validating how you've been feeling for so long.