Perviously, I posted a thread on the Rant forum complaining about my boyfriend who I felt was being completely insensitive. It really brought me down for awhile. Lately, I've been in a lot more pain and tons of fatigue so I it feels like a really hard time (luckily, I'm having my laparoscopy soon.) And during this time, he's been sweeter. Throughout the day, even when he's busy, he texts me just to say he loves me. He always asks me how I'm feeling today. And when I said before that he didn't understand what I was going through, well, he didn't. But I always thought he didn't care one bit. But today, the most amazing thing happened. He actually asked me... "Baby, what exactly do you have? Whats wrong? Why do you need to have this procedure?"... and right then, I explained everything to him. PCOS, endo, everything. And right then I knew he truly cared. Then he actually confided that he was worried and scared for me. That he loves me and just wants me to be okay. And my boyfriend is the type that doesn't talk about his feelings and avoids any type of negative confrontation at all costs.
It honestly just brightened my heart. Then he came over really late and just held me as we watched a movie. He brought so much light into my day, and I'm soooo happy I have his love and support. I know he's changing for the better... we've had severe rough patches in our relationship that brought a lot of pain, but I almost feel that this situation is bringing us closer. Because he's letting down his guard and I see how he feels, and I see what a kind soul he is.
Haha, well, sorry if that was long winded, but I'm so incredibly happy right now. And I'm so happy I have my parents and family by my side too. All of these people are the only thing keeping me sane, and giving me strength.
Haven't been this happy and THANKFUL in ages 
