 having a hard time.
I have no idea why but I'm still having a hard time. I lost a baby in May, it was tubal. I had to have a shot of Mex and many many blood draws and one long ER trip. I feel so mad all the time. I have no one to really talk to about it.Because people who will talk to me have never had any issues getting/staying prego, or the few who have had a MC wont talk to me about it. It's been a just move on and try again type of convo.
Or I get
It wasn't meant to be, It was for the best. You can try again. On and on .. Over and over dumb crap people say when they have nothing to say and really should just shut up and not speak at all.
My husband, who is really the most loving man I know, is no help. He just doesnt want me to be uphappy and thinking about it makes me unhappy so when I bring it up he gets mad.
I feel like it's been long enough for me to have dealt with and move on. But I just can't let it go.... And with every month that goes by where I get yet another bfn, I just get more and more upset...
I just dont know what to do.
Sorry, I know this is a mile long. I just truly dont know what to do with myself.
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Mom to three stepchildren!~
First ever BFP May 1, 09
First Loss May 11, 09
Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher
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i just started this horrible journey, i wish i had some comforting words. the one thing that has helped is hearing from others on this site and from friends who have been through it and know exactly how i feel. i wish you the best.
