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Hi everyone,
I am facing the loniest chapter in my life now. In a week I will be turning 34 years old and nothing to show for it. All my friends are either pregnant or had thier children. Meanwhile, I have nothing to show and probably will never have anything.
I just want to give up on everything since it hurts so damn much. Since I have no clue as to what I did to deserve this, PCOS. I dědn't want this thing, but I am the born with the stupid defect, like slow learning.
I am trying very hard to realize that I am made into the Lord's image, but the problem is that I am having a hard seeing that since I see myself as a monster.
I have to get back to work. I will try to explain myself a little better later.
Please keep me in your prayers.
Kyriaki
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DS: Anastasios born Sept. 22, 2003
DD: Alexandra Dimitra born June 10, 2005
Became a widow on October 23, 2005.
Diagnosed with PCOS: 1993 but I was never told the name (I was told that I had sluggish ovaries) | 
