I went into the OB on Wed, one day earlier than my scheduled u/s, and was confirmed that the red blood and tissue was indeed the end of our pregnancy I was devestated. Now, I'm feeling angry. I hide it on the outside pretty well but inside...I'm just a mess. I feel like a failure, 2 m/c's in 3 months...what a loser. I look at so many women that are pregnant and they have no problems getting that way, carrying and have a couple + other children and I feel things no human should feel!!! *sigh*
I have a healthy, gorgeous lil girl and I AM blessed and realize that I'm not a failure...because of her. We are so lucky. But....having another m/c hurts more this time than it did in June...of course in June I was only about 5 weekish pregnant.....this time I had 4 weeks after finding out I was pregnant to....feel pregnant....to wish...to wonder.....to dream....and then in one day...all over. No more symptoms, no more feeling wonderful ...just all gone. It royally sucks.
I just thought I'd pop in here and share with others that know what I'm feeling....
Thanks for listening!
~Dee
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Sorry about your loss Dee67, I don't know if this is much of a consolation but, a friend of mine had 5 miscarriages in one year and is now about 25 weeks pregnant with a healthy baby. Those miscarriages were not your fault, just keep that in mind. You'll have another baby soon.
Dee- (((HUGS))) I am so sorry for your losses. Take care.
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Dee - I am so sorry. I know it is so hard to have losses so close together. Rember to take care of yourself
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Dee- So sorry for your loss. I too had 2 m/c close together lost my 1st angel in April this year, and my 2nd angel in August. i understand what you are feeling. ((hugs))
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Dee--I understand exactly how you feel I had two 2nd trimester losses within 6 months of each other, details in my siggie. But you will be in my prayers!
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I've tried to remind myself all day that we'll be ok...time helps...I am really thankful for our daughter, she makes time go easier and a bit faster...or is that she's faster than time?
My afternoon/night's been better than this AM...and reading all the kind words tonight has helped me out.
Alwayz...wow, such losses!! If you don't mind my saying this...what fabulous tattoos in memory of your children!!
~Dee
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Hello, ladies 
I was devestated. Now, I'm feeling angry. I hide it on the outside pretty well but inside...I'm just a mess. I feel like a failure, 2 m/c's in 3 months...what a loser. I look at so many women that are pregnant and they have no problems getting that way, carrying and have a couple + other children and I feel things no human should feel!!! *sigh*
