i am so scared i used to self harm but i stopped but recently the urge has cum back its so strong now i am scared
i dropped out of college and am workin at a nursery and i feel like such a failure. My mother likes to remind of this fact
i am such a failure everything i do fails
i just wish things wud go my way
soz to bore u
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Please don't hurt yourself! You know that it will do you no good in the end!
I am sooooo sorry you are feeling this way
Please you must seek help for this!
As for family I have been there! When I lived at home things were not pretty! I have been gone from home for 10 years now and still have feelings associated with living at home.
Best of luck!
Make sure you keep us posted, and lean on us, we are here if you need us! There are some really great regulars in the depression forum!
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hi feeling so depressed i dunno why its like recently i just don;t care anymore i was so scared yesturday coz i was so close to cutting myself i wud have dun if it wasn;t for a friend i just wish i cud be normal like have no pcos and be thinner and not have to deal with all this stuff i keep thinking i am only 17 my friends don't have this problem why shud i and i just wishy that my life wud be normal i hate myself so much at the moment i just wish i had tje power to change things but i am so sick and tired of it all i just want it to end like i just want to be normal
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this will sound cliche but things do get better with age, they really do! I am so sorry you are going through this at such a young age! My pcos didn't rear it's ugly head until I was around 20-21. It was hard enough then.
you are going to be o.k.! Just hang on to every moment if thats what you have to at the moment to get by.
PLEEEEEASE talk to your doctor about the way you are feeling, they can help you!
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i used to see a counsellor but she didn;t think i needed it anymore
so i stopped seeing her but nnow i am so depressed again
i just wish that i cud stop feeling like this.
the thing is i self harmed over xmas and it felt so good
i keep crying for no reason just listening to a song upsets me plus theres all this stuff like my medecin is mucked up i don;t take it haif the time and my dr is a bit scary and now he wants me to go on estrogen tablets which will makie me put on weight which scares the hell out of me
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In the beggining for me I had a couple of whack job doctors and had to switch.
You don't have to feel like this, but you need to go seek help, trust me I know! You will feel good about it, but you must find a good doc and one you are comfortable with.
best of luck!
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Originally posted by biggirlatlarge hi feeling so depressed i dunno why its like recently i just don;t care anymore i was so scared yesturday coz i was so close to cutting myself i wud have dun if it wasn;t for a friend i just wish i cud be normal like have no pcos and be thinner and not have to deal with all this stuff i keep thinking i am only 17 my friends don't have this problem why shud i and i just wishy that my life wud be normal i hate myself so much at the moment i just wish i had tje power to change things but i am so sick and tired of it all i just want it to end like i just want to be normal
Ok, im feeling exactly the same way, you're stronger than i am. Im 17, and i was self harming when i was around 14, im too scared to tell mum....i weigh 120 Kg, i think thats like 230 pounds or something, and although i dont want to die or anything at all, i just feel better when i feel like in=ve been punished. <3 dont worry, your not alone xoxox
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