Help, I can't deal with this......

jumetor · 06-11-2003, 02:46 PM

HI all, I really need some adive, someone to talk to that really understands, a new doctor, answers to what is happening, to lose serious weight, get my periods back etc...........

I am so cunfused with everyhting that is happening to me, it is becoming a nightmare. I am on Provera for 10 days a month, and got my periods as said. I got it after 2 months just b4 using it for that month. Thougth I will give my body time and wait for the next month, but nothing, now I am back on Provera. My stomach pains, so does my ovaries, I feel tired all the time, not motivated, just wanna stay home and lock myself up. I don't like going out because nothing fits me anymore. I am newly wed and would really like a baby, I am starting to think there is no hope anymore. I want to start using herbal medicines because my body can't handle this drugs anymore, but don't know where to find, where I live, nothing is here (Asia). I can't sleep well anymore, i have sleepless nights, just last night I fell asleep around 7am , all these things are just keeping me awake. My husband is wonderful but he doesn't understand what is going on, I feel frustrated because we have endless conversations but he still believes all I must do is gym and eat well, of which I do, then he says, I must work out more. I am looking for a quick solution because this has taken over my life but I know there isn't. Sometimes I think I am cursed or I did something wrong. PLease help me, I can't deal with this.....

sparrow · 06-12-2003, 09:52 AM

Jumetor, I don't have any good advice; I just wanted you to know someone was listening. I hope that you are able to find some answers online since you don't have access to many of the resources where you are. You're right that there are no quick solutions, but it sounds like you are doing everything you can do at the moment, so give yourself credit for that.

LaLonnieD24 · 06-12-2003, 10:34 AM

i read your email and i am deeply moved by your story i have been dxed and switching new drs and i feel like i dont know where to go to next but i wanted to write something to help soothe your soul...

I wish for you...

Comfort on difficult days,

Rainbows to follow the clouds,

Laughter to kiss your lips,

Sunsets to warm your heart

Gentle hugs when spirits sag,

Friendships to brighten your being,

Beauty for your eyes to see,

Confidence for when you doubt,

Faith so that you can believe,

Courage to know yourself,

Patience to accept the truth,

And love to complete your life.

God Bless you!

I asked the Lord to bless you

To guide you and protect you

As you go along your way....

His love is always with you

His promises are true

No matter what the tribulation

You know He will see us through

So when the road you're traveling on

Seems difficult at best

Give your problems to the Lord

And God will do the rest.

DillyDallysMom · 06-12-2003, 12:22 PM

I could feel and understand your pain in your post. i too am severly overweight and feel like i don't want to leave the house some days. i am trying to battle this thing by doing a low carb diet~its very difficult, but i'm trying. i'm also on Met so i'm not familiar with your meds. i think Sparrow's advice of maybe being able to find something you could access via online would work~although i'm not doing anything herbal, so i can't give you any great suggestions. just want you to know that you're not alone and that i understand. hang in there and be well!

jumetor · 06-12-2003, 02:07 PM

I am glad that you all have responded , I am feeling a lot better, but I guess it's the reality that is dawning on me, because before I didn't really believe what I have is a serious condition, but now I know. This website has really answered so many of my questions and made me feel so much better. BUt it has also exposed me to the possible dangers that is associated with PCOS. I really loved the little prayer, it is really inspiring and I will keep it in my bedroom. It is also comforting to know that I am not alone and have soulcysters to make me feel better.

Thank you all