Its a bit long...but it depicts our TTC..
I hope you enjoy and Thanks for reading!
A NEW DAY
In 1999, I wanted YOU to be
I went to see many Dr¡¦s,
So I could conceive
They didn¡¦t know what to tell me
They didn¡¦t know what to do
But, I was so determined
I HAD to see it through
2000 came around
And my 2nd Doctor preformed a test
The H S G one
Where you¡¦ll be Pregnant in 6 months or less
Nothing happened
We moved away
Hoping New State, New Home
Will bring a brighter day
But, another year had passed
And our arms ached for YOU
But I was still determined to see it through
2001 came around
And September was the month
My 3rd Doctor ordered blood work
I knew that this was THE ONE
We found out what was wrong with me
Which didn¡¦t help,
if you wanted to conceive
It was Insulin Resistence / P C O S
My mind somehow...was finally at a Rest
I went on Meds
And finally started Prenatal
Because I wanted my body to be
Strong, Willing and Able
My cycles were restored and time went by
But, I was still deeply
HURTING INSIDE
I almost gave up
I didn¡¦t want to try anymore
But I knew that God had something instore
This was May 2002
We moved to Alabama
But there are too few words
That rhyme with Alabama ļ
So, we moved and I thought
New State, New Home, New Day
I just knew that this move will bring
A brighter Day
I did take a Break
From May to August
A much needed one
To get my mind straight and to adjust
Our insurance was great
And I wanted to try
A Reproductive Endocrinologist
To see what He Could Find
My 1st appt. was September the 11th
But I already Ovulated
This was day 11th
So, Im in my D P O ¡¥s (Days Post Ovulation)
Hoping this cycle worked
But this Doctor told me different
He was a total JERK!!
I cried and I cried
On my way back to work
My emotions were all out of whack
I THOUGHT because of that JERK
September 16th, 16 D P O
He ordered some blood work
But my Period didn¡¦t show
So I told them to do a BETA
Just to see
But I didn¡¦t believe for a moment
That I could be P. G.
At 3:40 pm ¡V
September 16th
I was at work
Waiting to see
I got a buzz
I picked up the call
She said I Pregnant
About, 4 weeks along
I said ((((NOOOOOOOO)))))
She said YES
I was so numb
I didn¡¦t hear the rest
5:00pm took a long time to come that day
Because I couldn¡¦t wait to tell Michael...what the Dr. had to say
He rushed home
I couldn¡¦t hold it in
I said ¡§WE ARE HAVING A BABY¡¨
He said ¡§COME AGAIN¡¨
All I had was Tears
All he had was Stares
We both couldn¡¦t believe
That we were FINALLY HERE
We cannot describe the Joy we feel
Somebody PINCH us
Because this just isn¡¦t REAL!
May 21st, 2002
Is the day that we will come to see
Paytance or Payton
Whatever the outcome maybe
I am 3 Months now ....And I still cant believe
That God has blessed us...And we have conceived
Everyone keeps saying
Its going to be a Boy
But either way it goes
They will bring happiness and joy
God has been Good to us
And all I can say
IS, THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
For this
NEW DAY
-- L. W. ¡¥2002¡¦
Here is a poem I wrote... (about our TTC and the blessing of our Child) 
