 Hey I'm new, I just wanted to introduce myself here.
I already introduced myself in the other forum, but I figured since I'm a teen, I should introduce myself here too. Here's a little about me:
My name is Julie. I'm 18 (almost nineteen. C'mon July 16th get here soon!!) and a freshman at a Masschusetts college where I'm a Fine and Performing Arts major. I used to be about 150 pounds, but because of my PCOS I'm around 219. and my breasts have become 40DD from the 36C's that I loved so much. I get depressed a lot when I see old pictures of me, since I also have been diagnosed with an autoimmunue disease called vitiligo.
Some days are easy... some are harder than others, and some days are just plain horrible. I remember one time I was at a party and I was talking to this girl, and she said, "Julie, I forgot who you were one day... and I asked someone who Julie was and they described you as beautiful and voluptuous" Voluptuous? I almost wanted to crawl a hole and die. Being skinny before, I still havent accepted my newfound "voluptuousness" (is that a word?). Every teenage girl wants to be skinny, and beautiful, and popular at some point in their life. Now please dont think I was unappreciative of her comment, it just hit me the wrong way since I havent seen able to deal with my weight.
I'm glad I found this community because I know I'm going to need a place to turn when I have a question, a rant, or just a flat out horrible day. I go home from college at the end of May and I'm starting on my medication (I forget the name... sorry.), starting strict diet and exercise, and starting to pray everynight that I can go back to school in September and no one will recognize me.
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Julie. 18. Massachusetts.
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