Shira

It's been a while - thought I'd check in very quickly while I can and say hi to everyone, thanks for all those who have been asking after me, and no, things are not good at all. It really is one crappy thing after another. I don't have anywhere fixed to live so I'm kind of staying wherever - with my mum for a while, then with various friends around the country. My love-life is disastrous, my health is ok-ish though, I'm skinter than a skint thing, everything has turned out exactly the wrong way, and I'm kind of lost as to what I'm doing, where I'm going, and who I'm with. I have lost all ability to trust anyone, not that I had much in the first place. Oh, and I had my 5th miscarriage in November, and the father's reaction? "Oh, well - it's just one of those things that happens - it gets dealt with...I'm being a realist, it's happened several times before and it'll probably happen again."
Sorry for the misery posting - have just read it and realised how awful it looks. Unfortunately, that's how it is.
Anyway - I'll try and check in when I can, should be quite frequently over next couple of weeks.
Hugs to everyone!
Deirdre, hope you & nearly-here person are doing well.

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Shira - 26
James - 37

7 m/cs since 1998

Getting married 28th October '06, starting ttc (again for me, first time for him) then

"If you can't beat them....BEAT THEM! They will have expected you to join them by this point, and so you will have the element of surprise."

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hunterli

Shira

Good to see you around again!

So sorry things are not going well for you at the moment. I hope things improve for you soon.

Lis

KlassicalKat

Forgive me, UK cysters for barging in on your forum, but I was so excited to see Shira's name on the board, I just HAD to pop in for a quick hello!

Shira, I am so sorry to hear of all the things that you have been going through. I hope and pray for better days for you.

You are my favorite Goth and you deserve so much better!

((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))),
Kathryn

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stacyk

((((((HUGS))))) I really hope things start getting better for you. I'm glad to hear from you again.

Lynn Parker

Hi Shira

Oh you poor thing I just wanted to say that things can only get better now and here's wishing you loads of luck for 2003

Lynn

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LYNN & DAZ
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we have given up trying for a baby, after years of putting our life on hold and focusing on nothing else we now have our lives back and we are happy again.

Proud auntie and uncle Hannah 8 years
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Deeds2

Hey Shira,
Sorry things are still so bad. I've been away this week, so just saw your post.
Will email you very soon.
(((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))
Love
Deeds

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