so i think i'm a little bit older than a teen, but i'm kinda in the limbo age, no longer a teen, not quite an adult.so i hope its ok that i visit with u in this forum
i have been diagnosed with pcos for about5 months i think it is now, having suffered for a long time with all the symptoms. its just beautiful to have everything on a regular pain free timetable, although i have noticed that in the last two months the pains have started coming back again. i did get told by my kineasiologist that this may happen, after a while, i'd become ammune to what i'm on. i've lost a fair ammount of weight in that time, which is also beautiful!
hehe lots of things are beautiful in my life. i look at all this stuff and think, yeah its bad, but i could have worse things in life. i'm thankful i have my hearing so i can hear the music of the world, thankful i have my sight, so i can read all these things about my condition and thankful i have my touch so i can write these msgs and talk to all these wonderful ppl on this msg board.
i have this wonderful friend, who is male, someone whom i tell all my deepest darkest secrets too. i've known him for nearly 2 years, over which we've really gotton to know each other personally, extremly well. recently our relationship has taken a new step. that personal intimate stage. before anything could happen, i felt i had to tell him about this pcos thing. so after a while of pussyfooting around, i decided, just tell him straight. then maybe he'll understand the reasons for me being so scared of getting involved with him. so i did. at first he was kinda .... shocked, but knew there was something holding me back, and then he asked all these questions and kind of put things together. turns out he has some personal issues to, which he had to tell me about as well.
so its good to know i wasn't the only one scared. so yeah, hes the first person, apart from my closest family members, that i've ever explained fully anything about pcos too. so i'm not sure where this will take us, but i do know hes one of those friends for life types of ppl, so if nothing relationship wise happens, our friendship has been made tighter from all this secret telling
ok, so thats kinda long , probably boring too.
umm basic facts on me. i'm 20, i live in NSW Australia, in a small rural town near the vineyards in the hunter valley. i'm a student, studying childcare , i looooove chn to bits, and i have a 16 mth old goddaughter whos birth i was present for and love to absolute bits and see at least once a week and have done so since she was born. ummm, thats about me. so i should go now, cause i think i need to go to bed and get some sleep.
luv amy
P.S i hope i haven't ranted to much. i tend to do that once i get on a role
hi there 
