gigibark4me

Hope

I carried you inside of my womb until the 21st week
When I heard the news, I could not speak
Your tiny heart beat no more
When I heard those words, my heart tore
I blamed myself, even though they told me no
It was my job to protect you so

Willow Rose, our beautiful baby
I dream of what you would have been lately
I counted your ten perfect fingers and toes
They dressed you in delicate, crocheted clothes
Your miniature body lay lifeless
They tell me, you have two children, you're already blessed

I yearn everyday for my little girl
The days since I lost you are still a blur
All that is tangible are your ashes in an urn
Dried up funeral flowers; carnations, roses and ferns
All I have are dreams of what you would have been
My only hope is in heaven I'll hold you again

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TDoern

*hugs* I wish I had the right words hun, I really do. Just know that Willow is in Heaven now, both her and my son are watching down from Heaven wishing they could wipe away our tears. We will hold our babies one day - God has promised that to us, and He keeps His word.

I don't think our pain ever goes away. We just learn how to live with it a little more each day. The 'missing' of my Christopher is the constant reminder to me that he was here. That while to many people out there Christopher was just a bump in my stomach and then the tears in my eyes, he changed my life.

Just as Willow Rose changed yours. Your daughter knows you love her, she knows you miss her. I promise you if she could she would reach down and wipe away your sadness. That hope of holding her one day isn't just a hope sweetie, it's a promise God has made to us.

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blueoceanflower

That was beautiful...
((HUGS))

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SheriKCMO

I'm so sorry about your sweet girl. (((Hugs))) Be gentle with yourself through this stressful season.

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Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs

First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.

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