 How to deal with life?
I have my good days and I have my okay days, but then I have my really bad days, days were the 20mg of lexapro isn't working, days where I look at the bottle and think about taking the whole bottle and days when I sit and stare at the gun cabinet and think why not, life can't be any worse in the after life can it?
Today is a really really bad day, kids are not driving me too nuts, but they are pushing my buttons enough. The oldest is arguing with me cause he can and all I want to do is ram his head into a wall and show him who is the boss. Hubby has a horrid tooth ache and he is driving me nuts about it, try to get me into the dentist today beg please please I can't take it, well heck then maybe instead of deer hunting yesterday when they had an appointment you should have gone in. I'm supposed to feel sorry for him???
I am still in a sour mood over our 10th wedding anniversary which was on the 3rd, I went out and bought him this really nice and expensive watch cause he can't wear just any metal he is allergic to cheap stuff, so I got him a stainless steel watch, along with 3 nice shirts and 3 pairs of nice dress pants for work, what did I get? A bunch of sunflowers from Pick N Save. Now mind you I am not supposed to get upset cause HE LETS me stay home with the kids and not work outside of the house, yet I watch 3 FT kids and 2 PT kids along with our 4 yr old and we have a 10yr old with ADHD and ODD and I am in school FT too. What a guy?????:!!!!!!
Well tonight I am going to the movies with my boys to go and see Open Season so I hope that hubby can stop is complaining about his tooth and kids can behave for 2 hours that is all that I am asking. Thanks for listening to me. .
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