Well i finally got my BFP on the 6/8/07 after ttc for 5 years and my 6th cycle on clomid it was the happiess yet scariest day of my life i felt extremly scared and i had no reason too maybe on some level i knew it wasent going to last.
The following day i had some spotting (light brownish stuff) apparently normal then the following day i went to the doctoe just to make sure when i was waiting i was bleeding and clotting and cramping and i knew it was over.....
I hardly got out of bed for three days my eyes swollen from crying......
I didnt want to talk to anyone at all it was hell. It's a month tomorrow since my BFP i was supposed to have my first ante natal which i had to cancel today ....
Well we decided to not take a break and get straight back into the swing of it and as soon as AF arrive i will be on clomid again im on cd 30 today (hurry up AF)
At one stage they thought it might have been ectopic it was the most stressful time of my life!
Is there anyone who has been through similar that want to be email buddies?
Thanks for listening
Kristie
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Married Adam 13th May "2006"
7 round's of clomid
1 Miscarriage
Over 5 years of ttc
and Finally
Sophie Lee has arrived 1st July 2008!
Via c-section 7 pound 14 ounces.
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Kristie, hun I am so sorry for your loss...I can only imagine the pain of loosing your little one after such a long and no doubt rough journey. It breaks my heart that my cysters have to go through this pain, sending up prayers and thoughts for you and DH during this difficult time...((((HUGS))))
I'm so sorry for your loss! My five week loss was similar, over as soon as it started, and I entered the darkest time of my life. I wish this was easy to get through, but it helps to know that there are people around you who care, including everyone on this forum. I'm sure any of these women would welcome a private message anytime, because most of us here have felt that same big hug when we needed it most. Part of my own healing process has involved trying to help the moms who have come along after I did. I wish there were no more, but here we are. Many hugs coming your way!
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First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Sheri thanks for your reply! from what i read off your sig your have been through so much...you must be a very strong person to have coped so well.
Im so glad your have two healthy babies now!
Were you on progesterone supp's?
Thanks
Kristie
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Married Adam 13th May "2006"
7 round's of clomid
1 Miscarriage
Over 5 years of ttc
and Finally
Sophie Lee has arrived 1st July 2008!
Via c-section 7 pound 14 ounces.
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Sorry for your loss. I had something similar happen to me at about 4 and a half weeks. I knew my period was later than normal, but I didn't know I was prenant though. I went in to get a pregnancy test on CD3ish so I could get an HSG done and they said my beta was at 15. I knew it was a chemical though because I was in the middle of a full blown period. I went in a couple of days later and it had dropped to 2.
I hope AF shows up soon. Hang in there and don't give up!
I had a chemical pregnancy in July and mine lasted forever before my levels went down. I was just as devasted as you described, I still haven't spent a day home alone. Dh and I started trying again, I'm also taking clomid.
Will you be on it again or do you have to try something else? My cousin had two M/C and told me that if you really want to get pregnant, try again right away. That's also what my Dr. told me, apparently you are more fertile for up to three months after a M/C. I'm so anxious though, before it was devasting to get my period because I knew I wasn't pregnant. Now, I'll be devasted because I should have been pregnant. I'm not sure which is worse.
If you need anything let me know,
Carrie
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Carrie and Kristie I feel for both of you. Mine summer was similar. I found out I was pregnant on July 22nd, 5 days before DH b-day. We went through the excitement and worries of finding out we were actually pregnant after 2-1/2 years. We celebrated his birthday and the next day on the 27th I started bleeding, and I didn't get out of bed for days, and didn't leave the house for more than a week. The first period was sad, in fact every day I think about it since we're trying again. Our Labor Day bbq was a sad day as well since we would have been telling everyone then.Things keep reminding me, like the pampers emails and stuff, things that come in the mail and stuff. This week has been hard waiting for O again... PM or email me anything and I'll be glad to talk.
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Sian: Thanks for the link! i willbe sure to check it out soon ty
Renee: Thanks for your kind words!! Im so sorry you had to go through it too. ((HUGS))
Carrie: I know how you feel i will be the same its hard enough getting AF let alone already being pregnant one.I will be back on clomid again it worked once so why not twice right??
I just hope i dont have to go through that again!! or anyone else
So yes i will be starting straight back up again AF is taking her sweet time though. im on cd 36 today ... I though your chance of miscarriage was higher too???
Nichole: Thnaks for your reply, nothing about it is easy thats for sure... It one of the hardest things i have went through probarly the hardest and trust me ive been through alot i keep saying maybe if it wasent my first it wouldnt have heart so bad, maybe if i hadnt been trying so long that it wouldnt hurt so bad. But it does hurt so so bad!
How do i cope? (pg loss ment) buddy wanted also 
I wish there were no more, but here we are. Many hugs coming your way!
