 How do I cope with this too?!
Ok, a lil background info first, I was diagnosed with pcos in december, hubby and i have been ttc for a year now. His semen analysis came back superb, and my tests came back pcos. I feel so guilty for him having to go through all this suffering and trying, since apparently i'm the only one with the problem. I had never missed a cycle, just been late a few times until nov. then they just stopped, completely. I've had 2 provera induced cycles since then, which are very painful for me (is this common?) my dh and older sis recommended that i seek out a kind of support group for pcos, since they both feel i may be becoming depressed over this. It all just seems so unfair. Older sis gave birth to a beautiful baby girl in Dec. I love them both to death, but i get so jealous when i look at her, it just breaks my heart. I keep getting invitations to baby showers, and to top it all off, dh and i have a vacation planned to get away from all the baby stuff and give ourselves a much needed emotional break, and to visit his brother and his wife in colorado. Since dh hasn't seen his brother for more than a week in the past 5 years, they'll be spending most of the time out there together, which leaves me with his wife, whom i've never met or even spoken to... here's the part that really stinks, they just called today to tell us that they're expecting (on their first month of trying!!!!) I don't know how i am going to deal with all this now! I know it seems petty and stupid, and i really am happy for them, it jsut seems unfair. I have 4 female cousins, all of whom have at least 3 children each, they don't even want them! they were unplanned, and to be frank, a nice excuse to stay on welfare. I'm sorry for dragging on and complaining so much, i just really need to vent and would love some input, at least someone who doesn't think i'm crazy.
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