I just got back from visiting with my boyfriend..he lives 7 hours away so we dont see eachother that much. but when we do its great! When I got back I cut my hair a couple inches and felt good..until today I went to develop pictures and looked so big in one that I forgot about all the hard work I have been doing and felt like giving up!
I have lost a half pound from working out a few weeks ago and now I almost feel like giving up, after seeing the picture!
I hate being like this..I am on edge and even though I was happy with my hair and seeing my guy..I start to think "what would he want with an "ugmo" like me" I was tempted to call him and break it off.
My mood swings are becoming violent and unstable. I will try to make it through the day but its becoming increasingly difficult
DON'T GIVE UP!!! Pics always seem to get the best of me too, but it's just a pic and there will be many more pics to come, you are making really good progress...look at it as the pictures that are documenting your weight loss. There is something positive in everything negative!!!
Hope that helps some.
Megan
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I found some pics from a couple Christmas's ago the other day and saw how heavy I was and I threw them away. I felt like, I don't wanna feel like that's the person I am because I'm so much healthier now and I've changed. I'm trying to lose weight and losing weight for us PCOS'rs is hard work, but I'll take the challenge...
Some people save pictures to look back and see how much they have changed, but for me I didn't need to look back I needed to look forward and so I didn't want to see those pictures again.
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I really hate this...this "down" mood. I dont know how much more I can take...I dont know if he loves me actually. Something feels wrong between us and I am upset that he hasnt called....I have been crying off & on all day. Should I consider taking anti-depressants? does it even work for us with PCOS? Is it safe to mix w/ Met? do any of you's know? If its safe I mean...does anyone reading this take any anti-depressants? recommendations? I cant cope anymore, I am slipping down. And I am afraid of doing something stupid....
All I want to do is shop, but the "high" I get only lasts til I get home. My depressed mood seems amplified. Is that due to PCOS? I know mood swings are a symptom but I just feel "crazy"...
I am thankful tho' that I am not bingeing on food cause that is something I usually do when I get like this
I like your attitude..about looking forward & not 2 the past..My problem was looking at pictures when I was skinny..I seem to keep them around incase I have to prove to people that I was skinny once..God its so pathetic....
HOw quickly I forget 
