i don't know what to do

emmablah07 · 02-08-2008, 05:26 PM

My soul is crushing and I don't know what to do. I'm so upset all the time. And I was finally starting to feel better when wham! I don't get cast in the play because the pretty cute non-hairy girls who can't act auditioned. So I call my mom upset and she informs me she's sick and doesn't know what's wrong. She almost died when I was little cuz she had colon cancer and I'm worried it will come back. So that made me feel worse. I don't have anyone to lean on and I can't take it. I finally told my roommate about my PCOS and was trying to explain it and she said "You only had one period in 3 years?! Can I have that?" Even when I explained it made it v. difficult to have children and how my hormones are whacky she said "Well, I'll have a kid and give it to you" I can't stand to look in the mirror and see the hairy linebacker looking back at me. Because of the stress my migranes are back. I've had pelvic pain for months and 4 UTIs in the past 2 months. I hate my other roommates. I have 17 credit hours, I don't wanna declare a major, I hate my hick school and I wish I didn't go here but we couldn't afford anything else. I'm lost.

soulfulqween · 02-08-2008, 07:38 PM

I have also have pain and UTIs recently just like you. I gave my boy friend a UTI. He's sick, I'm sick...All my tests are negative and normal...

I feel just as hopeless and lost...you aren't alone

I'm so sorry about your situation, your mom, your dumby roommates, and your dislike of your school...

You sound like me really...I know what pain I am in and I hate that others suffer too. Hang in there and keep fighting.

You're in school you're bettering yourself...maybe talk to someone. Most schools have counseling services and you can go for free for a few times. It might help, at least clear your head.

I wish you all the peace, help, health, and happiness that I pray for myself...