Butterfly23

I hate feeling like no matter what i do i will never be happy. Sometimes I feel like i don't even know who I am anymore. If i don't know how to make myself happy what good will I be to anyone else.
I feel like a freak because of my emtions. I feel like my emtions control me not the other way around. I walk around in a fog. It's like I am living on the outside of my body. I feel stuck in between a rock and a hard place. "Too afraid to live, and too afraid to die"

Nohting is conntected , i am doing thing just to do them. Nothing means anything anymore.

starsshineforyou

*hug* me too, hun. Try to keep your chin up and find something good in every day...sometimes that's all it takes to turn each day around, even just a little bit.

Most of all, you're not a freak. You're not. Emotions are hard to deal with and I can't say that I've tackled my own, but I can say that all is not hopeless. Is there someone you can share these things with? a parent, sister, friend, anyone? Sometimes having someone that knows what's going on nearby that you can spend time with helps.

I hope things get better for you, and soon!

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