You will, sweetie, in your own time. Sometimes, I think the only reason I'm doing okay is b/c I'm in denial. I break down a lot. I just realized that today is a month since we found out, and tomorrow is when we lost him. It's weird, but the 12th was the worst, b/c that's when we learned about it, and the 13th is the best day of my life, b/c we got to spend so much time with him. I'd give anything to relive that day over and over, and hold him, and sing to him, and read to him.
I miss him so much, and I don't know who I am without him. I try to remember that he's still here, in his own way.






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