bloodorchid

this is getting hard to handle, i mean.. the hair growth is deal with-able, i hate the weight but i'm used to it

my stomach is almost constantly miserable, i never know what will set off the bloating and cramps these days. what is fine to eat one day will set me off on 2 days of discomfort the next

i'm always so run down and tired and scared to do most anything, and i know the fear is all in my head but i can't get around it and it's getting to the point again that i just want to sleep so i don't have to face the day

and i'm just.. so exhausted, with all of it, so tired of having to deal with it, so p*ssed at myself for being unable to FIX IT, it's just one problem piling ontop of another and another and another and it feels like i'm just barely keeping my head above the water

and.. i know this is just a rough patch right now.. i just needed to let some of it out with people who would understand

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gotmeanick

Awe, I totally understand what you are saying. I have tears in my eyes because I felt as if I wrote that word for word. {{{{{HUGS}}}}}

dillydaydreams

I feel the same every day, so totally understand, it's hard to know what to eat etc. I feel like screaming most of the time, so hard to explain to people who don't have it. I hate the fact that everything is such an uphill struggle, but the way I look at it now, it can only get better. I'm on a diet now and will get the weight down if it kills me as losing weight certainly helps most of the pcos symtoms. I'm starting to think it's the weight gain that makes us feel so bad, as it leads to lots of the other symptoms worsening. We will get there with a little support.
I'm on a mission today, so hopefully by the time you read this you will feel better.

bloodorchid

i'm so sorry i didn't see you sooner, gotmeanick

thank you for your replies, they mean alot.. it is still so difficult, but i have to make myself focus on 1-2 things at a time to fix, and i've made an appointment with a councellor

and it's all still a bunch of aggravating horsesh*t, but damn i'm gonna work on it

thanks you two

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