I got my latest beta and ot went from 8500 to 7100 so I guess I really am losing my baby. This has been so drawn out that I'm just glad to know whats happening. I have been spotting since Christmas Eve and my betas were rising but now they are falling. It seems weird but I am oddly calm about the whole thing.
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I am so sorry...I know exactly how you feel...I had my loss in Oct....same thing....1st preg ever....spotting and then falling BHCG.....let me know if there is anything I can do to support you through this time.....take care....one thing I did was stayed positive until it actually happened....it didn't feel real until that point......life can take all kinds of twists and turns....take care.....
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I'm very sorry for your loss... and there is no wrong or right way to grieve. For some, it is a very quiet emotion. All I can say is don't hold it in on purpose. You have probably been through so much the past few weeks that you processed a lot of it already! (((hugs)))
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Kristy -- I am so sorry for what you are going through. You are just at the beginning of this ordeal. You will have your ups and downs. It doesn't sound like you are in denial at all, no one knows how they will feel given the situation.
Take care of yourself -- lean on your loved ones and your cysters when you need us.
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Kristy~ So sorry for your loss. I "saw" you on the Aug 08 due dates thread when I lurked there. I was waiting for a hb before I joined, but unfortunately our little one didn't make it that far. My EDD was 8/20. We're going to wait a full cycle, but like you mentioned on the other thread, knowing we can get pg keeps us full of hope. Hugs to you and hoping I see you on another EDD thread soon.
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I guess I really can post here now...beta dropped 
*HUGS* I'm so sorry. I was really, really hoping this wouldn't happen to you.
so sorry this is happening
