CathyWood

I HATE PCOS..YES I DO!!! (Hey say that again and you have a cheer) opps.. All right...here is my thing...I am 4 days late as of today and I am glad that I am. I have taken 3 tests and they are negative. So why am I depressed? Everyone is turning up preggers here and where I go.. I am happy for them. But here we really took extra time last month to make sure we would get preggers. Last night I got so down I was glad dh was with me...he held me while I cried. He said "there is always next month..don't worry about it." I know there is...just that I want it NOW!!! I asked to get off work early today...after a miracle I was let go...everytime someone wants to know why i am upset I start to cry..It is a good thing I see the endo today. Thanks for listening. Another thing is I don't want to put on all this medication just to get pg. That to me would mean I have actually given up and say go ahead and drug me up.

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me (30)
dh (34)
married 8 yrs
ttc since 3/02

TxLady

(((((hugs)))))

don't give up all hope, Cathy - you never know what every day is going to bring you. I can relate to you very well - I was right where you are just 1 year ago.

We had been ttc for almost a year - I had gone a whole month with af. I was sure I was pg. A urine and a blood pg test read negative. I went home that night and had the same breakdown you describe - DH held me for hours and let me cry.

4 weeks later I found out I was pregnant - 6.5 weeks pregnant! My levels were so low when they did the tests, they did not detect a pregnancy. If we had waited maybe 1 more week to test, it would have been positive. We did not even know or suspect I was pg - I was seeing the doc for another reason when they did the test!

Miracles do happen!