I wrote this once on the topic of drems.... and i guess it sums mine up - #
Dreams
I dream of what I cannot change The past, my faults, genetics. Too short, too large, bad choices, bad ideas. Why hindsight was not foresight and life’s path was not a smoother one. However, the past is the past, and hindsight need not be regret, and dreaming changes, a waste of energy.
I dream of what I could change, What I can be. What I could do now. The PCOS battle, how I could win. But I slip into despair, Grasping the small shade of hope, Change is tomorrows challenge.
I dream of the future, The loving husband The gorgeous children, The enjoyable job, The spirit filled life. I dream of my daughter, Who won’t have PCOS! And I dream of the conversation, When she asks me why I am regimented in her diet And when, I may happen to write my book, My life’s reflection, I can, and will, smile.
But dreams are today’s nightmares And I slip into the sheer despair But this is my life, and since when is life fair?
i feel better about it nw and almost am tempted to get rid of the last three lines but poetry is about how you feel there and then so here it is...
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on a medical trial metformin/placebo............each for 12 weeks THOUGH I WON'T KNOW WHICH I AM ON EACH TIME.......trial: "efects of metformin treatment on vascular and metabolic risk in young women with PCOS"
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Keva (30) Keith(32)
9 ANGEL BABES:
1 mc 12 wk March 2K
2 mc 20 wk Nov 2K (twins)
3 mc 8 wk Aug. 2K4
4 mc 6 wk Jan 2K7
5 mc 5 wk Dec 2k7
6 tubal preg May 08 6wk
7 blt ovum Oct 08 7.5 weeks
8 mc 5wk June 09
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of good health and happiness for me and those around me. Of cures for conditions that make our lives hell. Of feeling totally happy with myself again. Of losing 2 or 3 stone and wearing a beautiful wedding gown. I dream of taking my newborn baby from the midwife and feeling overwhelmed with love and intense joy!
... to find a good man and be able to have kids and get this horrible thing called pcos under control and to be happy again. i have a dream to look in the mirrior and say " i am pretty"
The other night I dreamt I was in my doctors office and she told me I was pregnant. I woke up with tears on my cheeks. I dream today that that dream comes true some day soon.
dreaming of having a boyfriend...
first date,
love,
totally beeing myself and still feel loved..
first kiss,
having a wedding in a butterflygarden... with all my friends and family there,..
running in my beautiful weddingdress into my husbands arms. and not beeing out of breath...
then giving all the love thats in me.. to him...
and have beautiful children... that love me and make my world even more blessed...
but until now that all is still future..
don´t even have a boyfriend yet and 20 years already..
My dream is seeing the excitement in my DH eyes when I tell him he's gonna be a Daddy! And having him talk to our baby while still in the womb, then when the baby has come into the world seeing the pride in his eyes and hearing it in his voice when showing his son/daughter off to friends and family.
This has been my dream for 10 years but I refuse to let it go! One day...one day I just know it will come true! Before this dream it was just to be a mom, just like my mom...then I got married and it changed but only a bit.
I have a dream......
I will have.......continued romance with DH, Beautiful children that I can hold with awe, to continue to soak up the sun with profound gratitude, I have a dream that I continue the life I have now..with the added addition of a child who is myself and DH rolled up into an amazing lil thing. I dream that I can always remain optomistic and highly grateful for all the things I have been provided with, I dream that I always have my DH by my side as he is my one true love and friend. I dream that I can always dream......
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CLOMID FEB 09 - To view links or images in signatures your post count must be 0 or greater. You currently have 0 posts. BFN CLOMID APRIL 09 ROUND 2 - DAYS 5-9 TRIGGER SHOT APRIL 23RD BFN FEMARA AUG09 - HCG/ASPRIN/PRGVITS/PROGESTERONE - BFN AS OF APRIL 15TH 2009...
Doctor advises me PCOS under control and no more need for Metformin !!!!
Sept 2009 discover I have Opaque tube.....so IVF it is then !
I dream that I will conceive and have a healthy pregnancy, and I will enjoy every second of it. I dream that all the sickness, moodiness and pain will be worth it and end in a beautiful baby of my own. I too dream of being a mommy, not just an aunt. I dream of hearing my chid call out to my husband as "daddy".
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I have a dream.. 
i have a dream 
