Djohnson1997

I have been saying all my life that I didn't want children they were just not for me, and then I came to a point in my life where I decided that I do want kids. Went to the doctor and he informed me that having kids would be a lot harder for me not impossible BUT harder because I have PCOS. All this time I thought that it was my choice apparently it's not my choice but my body design was flawed. I will not consider this- devasting news- but another challenge that I need to overcome to get what I want ultimately which is children. I know that this will be a hard road full of ups and downs- alot of tears because children is something I want to have in my life- So I am not delusional about how real this is but I am saddened by the fact that it may not happen as quick as I thought it would. My faith in God is so strong that I know it's in his holy plan that I be a mother and it will happen, this to is just another test of my faith. I may scream, I may get upset, I may cry sometimes but my faith will never fail

bgl322annie

sometimes i feel the same but i know it will be alright

Eva37

welcome to sc there is a link to the newbie roadmap in my siggie for you. I have a son who is 11,

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PCOS, LOCAH, Endo, Lichen Planus, IBS, HS,alopecia - raised bp/ cholesteral. Wheat and dairy intollerance Meds: Spiro, Bendrofluazide, Amlodopine, Simvastatin, Met, Prednisolone, Colefac, multi vits,

Me - 42, hubby 37 son 12. Married 15 years

She is buffeted by the wind, but she does not sink.



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Scorpionsoul

I am also in the same boat as you but with a slightly different story. I underwent a major surgery because of an ovarian cyst and lost an ovary when I was 13. I have always loved kids and after the sugery I knew that my chances are slim to concieve. So I told myself that I will never marry or have kids. All of this changed when I fell in love seven years back. I started my treatment withh metformin 2 years back and trying hard to concieve. I get very desperate and depressed at times. But just like you I have tremendous faith in God and I believe that I will be a mother some day, sooner or later...
And I found this site just a few weeks ago and I am so glad to see that I am not alone in this battle..I wish you good luck and strength!