 as i lie in bed at night...
As I lie in bed at night i dream that I can accept myself the way I am. Physically I can change some things. Emotionally, it's part of what make me...me. I dream and pray that I can look in the mirror and smile knowing that it isn't just my body or face, it's my personality and the want to take care of everyone I know first before even thinking about myself that makes me beautiful. I pray that God gives my DH the patience to put up with my episodes where I can't stop crying and I don't even know why. But, most of all I pray/dream that I get that big belly and the sleepless nights. I pray/dream that I can see the look in my dh's eyes as he holds our miracle. I pray/dream that I can look into my miracle's eyes in astonishment knowing that little miracle is something my dh and I brought into this world. And that I never knew I could love something so small.
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(I have almost the exact same dream.) Babydust and (((happy vibes)))... I hope it comes true for you soon.
