Mirasol

I don't really want to double post but I wanted to share my story, so here is the link

Though it's only been 3 weeks since I lost my son, I sometimes feel hopeful to try again. It's been very hard, feeling up one day and down the next, but I know that God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just must trust in Him.

It's quite helpful to see other people have gone through the same thing I've gone through. It is also therapeutic to be able to read others' experiences as well as share my own.

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Mirasol 28, Mark 30,
dx PCOS 1/25/02, TTC#1

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**Clomid Resistant***Repronex/IUI ---- SUCCESS!!!
1st cycle/shot started on 12/27/02--- HCG Trigger (5000 iu) on 1/06/03---IUI on 1/08/03, positive hpt on 1/18/03
2nd cycle started on 8/16/03--- HCG Trigger on 8/23/03 (5000 iu)--- IUI on 8/25/03 (my B-day!!!)

Currently taking:
ASA 81 mg/day, Citrical Prenatal RX, Progesterone, Metformin HCL 1500mg/day

June 4, 2003 (exactly 23 weeks) - Nicholas "Cole" Bernardo Streams joined God in heaven.

heidi 1973

It just breaks my heart to read your story. It makes my eyes fill with tears.

I know exactly how you feel. Your story is almost identical to my own. My sweet Kenny and Katie were born on Christmas Eve, 2002 and lived for about 2 hours after they were born.

I just want you and Mark to know that you are in our prayers. I am so glad that you have such faith in God. It is beautiful knowing that our sweet angels are in heaven with our Heavenly Father! I still hurt everyday missing them, but knowing they will never know any of the pain we feel and that we will get to be with them for eternity brings so much peace!

Did they diagnose you with an incompetent cervix?

Always know that I am here for you, as are all of our cysters!

God bless!

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Heidi (35)
DH (37)

dd-Konnie-10/04/04


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ds-Kaden & ds-Kory born at 25 weeks 3 days, 2 lbs 3 oz & 2 lbs, respectively


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4 angels in Heaven

rene

Marisol,

My heart goes out to you. I read your post and I just need to say that I had almost the same experience. I had the same cramping like I was having the runs for days. I wish now that I had been more insitent as I felt something wasn't right. I think thats why is is so hard for me now as in the back of my mind I believe I could have done something to save my son.

I know how hard it is as my bad days at this moment out number my good days. I hope all the best for you.

Rene

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ME 33
DH 34
I ovulated Prog. Level 45.2 3/3/03
HPT 14DPIUI +++++ 3/12/03
Beta 14DPIUI 193 Progesterone 211
Beta 16DPIUI 463 Progesterone
212.7
meds: Gonal-F, Metformin 1000mg & prenatal vitamins
Miscarrage at 18wks 6/03
10/16/03 +HPT 14dpIUI beta -37 Progesterone 58.8
10/20/03 18dpIUI beta 217 P4 53.9
10/23/03 Beta 21DPIUI 847 P4 56.9


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sparrow

Mirasol.

I am so sorry to see you on this board. I remember you from the injectibles thread. I can't begin to imagine the level of pain and frustration you went through; but I must say that I admire your faith and your positive attitude. May God bless you and your family.

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age 33~DH 36
dx w/PCOS 6/98
TTC since 2/01
m/c 1/4/02 @ 6 wks
m/c 7/24/02 @ 9 wks
Prenatal vitamin
2 rounds of Clomid failed
2 rounds of Pergonal failed
Rest cycle (no meds): +HPT 9/5/03
DD born 5/1/04
"Carry a green tree in your heart and perhaps a singing bird will come." -- Chinese proverb

DavisSR

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. It is a pain like no other, I hope you and your DH find peace.

Sheri

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DS 12 on 4/28
DD 5 on 5/2
DD 3 (11/18)
Baby Girl Charity Rests in God's hands (5/15/03 @ 17 weeks)
Emergency D & E and Emergency Hysterectomy on 5/15/03
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sugarbianca

Mirasol,
I'm very sorry for you loss. your story sounds alot like mine. I lost my daughter last March 17th, I was 23wk 3 days pregnant and everything was going fine, i even had a n ultrasound 3 days before and a doctors visit the day before it all happened. The only differences in upir stories is that it all happened in one day for me, th pain the diarreah, losing my mucus plug my water broke in the hospital that evening and i delivered her alive, but she only lived for a few minutes. I was diognosed with having and incompentent or weak cervix. My doctor and I agreed to have and cerclage put in at 12wks the next time i got pregnant. I'm currently 16wks pregnant and my cerclage is in, while putting in the cerclage my doctor notice that my cervix was very short and already open. However everything is going well and the cerclage is holding.

Anyway I saw this so that you can discuss the possiblity of having IC with your doctors and work on getting a cerclage eary if this is the case. If you need any more info on IC or cerclages or just need to talk feel free to send me a private message or email me at sugarbianca@hotmail.com

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Jaime

DS Jaiden - b- 23.11.03


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