kmarie

today i had a breakdown.
i had my misscarriage in august and then didn't have a period until dec. and that one the doctor induced it with pills.
i went back to the doctor a couple months after that and she told me to go see an obgyn. well i was so scared and just plain emotional about it. Scared of what she would say or sacred i can't get pregnant. i really can't tell you why i haven't called. Today i went into work and i wasn't feeling good and my coworker a lady that knows my history asked me how long its been since my period and i told her june will be 6 months and i just burst into tears. She asked why haven';t i made the appt. and i couldn't answer her. I just don't know. I couldn;t stop crying the entire time at work and i am a cashier and so i cann't be crying at work. A few times i really lost control with tears that i ran to the bathroom. Finally after 3 hours of non stop crying and knowing i wasn't going to get any better, i asked to leave. Said i was sick. i had to wait another hour until i could leave. I drove home still balling fell into my hubbys arms when i got home and still didn't stop. Finally i decided it is time to go in. i call the doc and they can''t get a new patient in until june 14th. Now i am really scared because i know a few months of no period is bad but six. I even called my primary doc back and she gave me another list of numbers. no one is taking new patients or not able to get me in until over a month. so what do i do? Also has anyone else just lost it like i did today?
thankyou for listening. i just need some cysters who understand.

Tensei

*HUGS* I'm so sorry you're going through this. Miscarriage is such a horrible thing.

Are you on Metformin? I know it helps a lot of cysters to get their cycles on track. You can also speak with your doctor about going on Clomid - that encourages ovulation and also gets your cycles going.

Take heart, my dear! My OB/GYN told me that with the new information and medicine we have, there is no reason why a woman with PCOS should not be able to get pregnant. Sometimes it just takes a little work.

You're headed in the right direction. I know that it's very scary, but you CAN do it.

*HUGS* I'll keep you in my prayers. Keep us all updated! For now, just try your best to relax (easier said than done, I know) and take comfort in the fact that you're headed in the right direction.