I found out during an u/s, I had no idea anything was wrong. I thought I had won the IVF lottery, bfp after the first cycle and twins. I'm still in shock a week later, this has been the longest week of my life. I can accept the actual loss, but with infertlity/pcos, everything is so uncertain regarding reproduction. I'm not getting any younger(38) either. I'm just so sad! I feel like a week ago my life was going so well and today I'm just empty.
Just as a little hx, I have a 4yo conceived almost a year after wt loss surgery, my body was in such shock it started ovulating. Unfortunately, the PCOS has caught up w/me despite maintaining 130lb. wt loss. I do eat too many carbs though, I am going to try following a low carb diet for what it's worth. I'm hoping I can shock my body again?? I take Metformin but because of the surgery I don't take the extended release, I take 2 500mg tabs in the am and 1 in the evening. I do love my RE and he says I have a really good chance for next time, right now it just seems like having to climb Mt Everest again.
Thanks for listening.
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Man it is pants isn't it!
So unfair, so frustrating and so sad.
Thank you for your kind reply to my post.
I also lost mine at 8 weeks yesterday.
Its a world of different emotions all going on at once.
Just don't let yourself start blaming yourself or thinking about all the 'what ifs' , - that's just unnecessary torture.
You did nothing wrong and as unfair as it is, it just wasn't meant to be.
I wish you the world of strength to get through this and to also keep going.
I am so very soory for your loss ...I hope and pray your doctor is right and you have a great chance for getting pregnant again... sending you lots of thoughts andd prayers..
I lost twins at 8 weeks 
Sending some cyber (*hugs*)
