I have been Dx with PCOS for seven years now. I'm tired of it. I dont feel normal. I dont feel like a woman. The hairon my chin is ridiculous, I cant seem to lose weight to save my life, always feel full in my pelvic area, mood swing like night and day. I have been TTC for five years and about to get married. I put off getting married because I believe that it will cause problems in my marriage. I already dont feel like a woman, just not being able to give my husband children will ice the cake. Because I have low cost helath insurance my doctor doesnt want to answer a lot of my question and I feel like its discrimination. My insurance doesnt cover fertility meds so he tried metformin 500 mg twice a day. It had me going to the bathroom so much I got a hemrhoid from it. I stopped taking it on my own and startes losing weight with the help of a nutritionist. where i had no period for years or one a year i had a period for five months straight the begining of this year. May came no period. june nothing. my fiance said maybe your pregnant. I shot him a look from hell. I cant go through another dissapointing pregnancy test. I 'm just soo tired I dont know what to do. sometimes I feel like there is no purpose for me to be here I dont know where else to go
Sorry about the run on paragraph eager to get everything out. and the typo's too
Everybody has a purpose,Sweetie!
Try not to be so hard on yourself! PCOS SUCKS!! Big Time!!
Just try to remember that it is the syndrome that is the cause of our misery and it is no fault of our own!!
I always felt the same way that you do now and then with the help of Met. and God I conceived 2 precious little girls after 15 years of marriage!!
For those 15 years I too felt like I was not a REAL woman and often felt less than HUMAN but I have realized that I am as good as anyone else and THERE IS HOPE!!!
Have you considered trying to find a new Doctor?
Sometimes it takes a Doctor who completely understands PCOS and the way it messes up our heads to finally get some real help!!
Good Luck and try not to be so hard on yourself.Things WILL get better!
I'm really really tired 
