ChrissyJo

I've seen Psychs and therapists, I've been medicated, I am currently going through the SS disability routine but I need more help. I have been so broke for so long now I am losing my vehicle, iv'e lost my home I now live in an old trailer owned by my parents. I don't have insurance so I cant see my doc anymore, I have no income. My food stamps run out in less than one month. I cant afford my medicines anymore and I just read after I have this mental evaluation on Monday it could still take 3 more months to hear anything on my case. I hate to say it but the wonderful depression answer to end all is pretty darned tempting. Oh God how do you fight it, how to you ward off the answer dancing in our head like a butterfly to just do it do it again one more time this could end it all........ I have locked myself out of all contact. I dont even have my dogs now. I cant do anything but pace and cry and panic. I'm normal for a few minutes and then reality hits me again and knocks me back down. What do I do? Can I get help? Why wont anyone help? Why does this have to be so dificult. For a person who strives just to be normal why do I have to go through this alone it's so hard. Why wont anyone help?

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LoLo32382

My husband is a psychologist that links people with services. He say's #1 priority is that you get your meds to protect yourself. He says you need to go to a local Psych unit (don't know which one where you live) and you need to tell them you have thoughts of hurting yourself and you need to be admitted. Don't tell them you are trying to hurt yourself, just tell them you are thinking about it. They will admit you and get you set up on meds. They will also get you set up with a caseworker who can help with the other things you are dealing with. Maybe arrange for you to have meds until your ss goes thu...whatever you need. They will really try to help you. I know it's not a perfect answer, but it could help.

Just remember: YOU ARE NOT ALONE! and your cysters care!

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juniorj

i dont have no awnsers for u apart from a hug things will get better!!!
Jess x