I need to whinge, so sorry girls but you're getting it!
1st I made 2 big chocolate cakes as a special order and f*cked up the recipe so they've sunk in the middle and i can't sell them
then went to the supermarket for groceries to be confronted by a whole load of early baby clothes, really cute pooh bear ones too.
seeing all the halloween stuff in the s/market reminded me of the date and how my friend and i had joked about if I could get to the end of september/october things would be ok because the babies would be developed enough if they came early.
then I went to the drama workshop things that I help out in the village with - 2 of the girls there about 16ish were messing about and said "bloody kids, i feel sorry for you" - whys that I answered - "well yours are due soon aren't they" - so I had to tell them no, i had a miscarriage 6 weeks ago!!
bless them, they were so upset for me, and about what they'd said but ...
bloody hell, I know I'm a big girl but surely you'd notice someone getting smaller rather than the normal pregnancy bigger???
so I got upset,the lady that helps run it came to see if i was ok and apologised because she thought she'd already told them.
so now I'm home with my wreck of chocolate cakes spread across the kitchen where i tried to see if I could salvage them (which I can't) DH isn't home yet but I've just been on the phone to him crying..and now i'm doing it again
oh and to finish it all off I've just been to the bathroom, wiped, and it looks like AF is turning up instead of me ovulating
sometimes life is just crap
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Me 40, Paul 45 DS Luke born 12th March 2009 Doggy furbaby - Milly DX PCOS Jan 06 DX APS March 08
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Hela - I'm sorry you are having such a crappy day. Don't you just hate those days when you know you shouldn't have gotten out of bed. Are the 2 cakes that you made still edible? Cause if they are dive in and don't look back...LOL. I hope this brought a little smile to your crappy day! Take care and remember tomorrow is another day!
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