Babywishes08

Hey Girls
I'm 22 From Perth hehe. I only just got diagnosed today after a 3 month wait to see my gyno, what a joke!!! Anyway Currently TTC #1. I went to the gyno, and all he said was 'your uterus is small but that wont affect your fertility, and that my right ovary has very minor cysts, but my left looks ok. He said things were not too much to worry about but he cant officially diagnose me with PCOS until all my bloodwork returns and i go back in 6 weeks to figure out what we going to do! Basically I get a period pretty regular every month, i dont have excess hair but i got bad mood swings lol! Oh and i get minor back ache (but they may be due to car accident last august) and a little cramping every now and then. The other thing is my testosterone looks normal apparantly, but i still have to wait for other blood work. I started charting ovulation the last coupla months, last month i THINK i ovulated on DAY21 because i used ClearBlue Fertility monitor and got the little egg symbol for 2 days, then this cycle got it on DAY16 i dont think i made it this month though, after going to gyno today and having a camera shoved up me, he didnt see anything i am currently about 3 DPO so will have to wait and see! My cycle is roughly 30 days, but it was 32 after i miscarried last November then returned to normal after about 5 months i been pregnant twice in 11 months, 1 chemical and 1 miscarriage. So needless to say i cried today, i mean i really cried it broke my heart to know that this was not going to be easy, but i puckered up and figure 'hey it will happen give it time girl!'
anyway i think i need a little encouragement right now, my head is saying keep going, but my heart is saying 'why go through all this, all these appointments if your only going to be dissapointed.anyway just venting and hoping to meet sum cool girls sharing the same problem!
Baby Juice