Lendi

My Dr. gave me a new medication that was suppose to help me sleep deeper and longer. I felt better sat., sun., and monday. I thought, wow maybe it is just a sleep disorder and this'll do it. Wrong, about 11:00 this morning that old familiar droop came crawling over me. I feel kinda like the wicked with in the wizard of oz when she melts. I can almost see myself droop, and I'm hurting again, too. I had so hoped this was the answer. I dont' know how much longer I can hold on. I'm so tired of hurting and being weak and tired. I just don't want to keep going any more. This is no life. It's awful so see other's laughing and having fun and not even being able to conjure up the energy to smile. And, my boss wants to know when I'm coming back full time. I can't make it through 6 hrs, how am I gonna do 9?

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taah

(((((((((((HUGS LENDI)))))))))))))))))


I am so sorry you are having to go through this. I really hope that your dr.'s find something that will help you soon. Try to hang in there , there has got to be something that can help you. If the doc you see now isn't finding it, then maybe try someone else..... I know you are going to see a rhumetologist..(sp)....... maybe that will be your answer.......

I know its hard, but try to hang in there I will pray things get better for you very soon.


TERRA

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me 30 hubby 34
PCOS, IR
Metformin 2000mg

TTC#1
5 m/c

santa'sbaby

Oh Hon,

I am so sorry that you have been having such a difficult time with this. You need to get back to that doctor now and tell him/her what is goin on.

I hope you are taking care of yourself in other ways like eating a balanced diet and trying to get out and get fresh air. I know this sounds stupid but at this time of the year. It is important to get some sunlight and fresh air. I find that on bad days, I could lay around the house in my nightgown till the afternoon. Being out of work has been hard on me and I am gaining weight like crazy!
I have found that Effexor XR is working really well for me and I have more energy now. I just have to remember to take it in the mornings or I am too wired for sound at night.(((POOR DF)))

You keep posting with us and let us know how you are doing. You are an important part of our group here.

Be good to yourself.
April

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Me 35, DH 52. DSS 22, DD 15
150mg of Effexor
Hysterectomy on Jan 17, 2006
Going back on Meds June 1st to treat PCOS symptoms though ovaries are gone.
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