I undertstand completly Pattie I understand but know that you will get through it. I have been TTC and my best friend decided she wanted to try and got pregnant the month after she got off of birth control. She asked DH and I to be the God parents and of course we accepted. Also my brother's fiancee just announced that she is preganant and they weren't even planning it.
The thing is I prayed and asked God to help me not to feel sad, jealous of envious. I know it is hard not to, but it will come. Just think about your love for children, all children and think about the joy it will bring you and try to be happy that others are recieving the joy that you anticipate.
__________________ Peace & Blessings
Me 28
DH 33
TTC for 3 years
married for 4
dx 8/02 |