ysmith

WHAT HAPPENED TO ME? I use to be a very happy person now, it seems it is all I can do to smile. I am sick of this I am going to be Happy again. A year ago I was dealing, still happy I just did not know what was wrong. I let ttc consume my life. I am on the edge of losing my husband because of my own insecrities (sp) and I am not going to let that happen. I am going to be happy again. I found out I was Preg on New Years Eve and I still am not as happy as I should be. This is going to stop. I ask that you guys keep me in your thoughts and prayers. I am going to defete this battle. I AM GOING TO BE HAPPY! I am sorry if this is long, rambly or not in the right place but, I've made up my mind. My ds/dd is going to have a happy mom.

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married dh 8/29/98 me *23* DH*25*
It's a Boy! Logan Thomas Smith
Born 9/15/03 8lbs 6oz. 21 1/4"

Lendi

Hey sweetie, you've won half the battle I think from shere determination! Congrats on the baby. I know you must be so excited, but don't be too hard on yourself. You have some majoy hormones ruling your body right now. And, it must be a little anti-climatic going from intensive TTC to being PG. Give yourself some time to adjust to all the changes taking place in your body, and yes your mind as well. You have a lot taking place right now. Enjoy your pregnancy. Someday you'll look back and wonder what in the world this was all about. And, about the time you're cleaning up spaghetti off the floor, or crayon off the wall you'll wish you were back. LOL Treasure every moment of your life now and later.

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It's ok to cry if you're sad. Tears are God's little safety valve.
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