This time last week I was on my way to find out that I was having a baby girl that I was going to name Ava, and here I am now alone,empty, and crushed. I thought this was my time, I was really going to have a baby to hold and call my own. I suppose it just wasn't meant to be....
I began having what I thought was gas pains until they got stronger and more painful. I then noticed they were exactly 3-4 minutes apart. I rushed to the emergency room and my water soon broke. an hour later I gave birth to a perfect tiny baby. I will forever miss her and yearn to know how she would have been. I had so many hopes and dreams for her, they will now forever just be a dream.....
I am so sorry for your loss. I wish I knew the right things to say. I have been there before and I know with time you will heal. But I am truly sorry for what you are going through right now.
I am so sorry for your loss - I can't even imagine the pain you are going through right now.
Please PM me if there's anything I can do to help. I know my loss was hard at 7 weeks, I can't even imagine yours.
I am praying for you right now.
__________________ TTC 12/07
DX 12/08
M/C 3/08, 4/09 10/11/09 - Surprise bfp on natural cycle! Betas 57 13dpo, 163 15dpo But these things I plan won't happen right away. Slowly, steadily, surely, the time approaches when the vision will be fulfilled. If it seems slow, be patient! For it will surely take place. It will not be late by a single day.
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i was in your exactly place one month ago. i wish i had learned something that could help you right now, all i can say is i'm here supporting you should you need to talk. i'm sorry you have to feel this way, and i'm so sorry for the next weeks you have to survive. that's all life is right now - surviving.
if there is anything i can do, if you ever need to talk about your daughter ...
dianna
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Isaac lives in heaven now
April 21st, 2009
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BFP 7/6 IT'S A GIRL 10/5
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Please take time to heal and grieve, and be gentle to yourself right now. When you are ready to try again, please come back and ask me about a preventative cerclage. Your labor sounded identical to mine with Mary Catherine. I wish Ava was still safe inside, and I hope you get the chance to fill your arms and life with a little sibling for her.
__________________ Metformin 1500mg, Yasmin, managing IR/pcos with lower carbs
First pregnancy ended at 23 weeks due to incompetent cervix.
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Second loss March 9, 2004 at five weeks
Third pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Fourth pregnancy, Cerclage at 13w
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Missy - My heart is breaking for you right now! Please accept my deepest sympathies and my prayers for you and your family!
__________________ "Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God..." Philippians 4:6
Jenn, DH, & DD 5
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AF - came on her own 6/24/09
Started WW in August; will TTC again in Sept/Oct.
GOD ALWAYS ANSWERS PRAYERS!!!
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I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Take care (((HUGS!!!!))))
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DX with PCO's - 22nd October 2008
1st BFP - 23rd November 2008/miscarried on 9th December 2008 - 5Wks 4 Days - Natural m/c
2nd BFP - 12th February 2009 Ended in miscarriage on 2nd April 2009 - 11 wks 1 day. - D & C Required
Clomid Cycle - BFP on 17.09.2009.... IT'S TWIN'S!!! Yay with strong heartbeats at 6wks 5 days - 09.10.2009. Vanishing twin, RIP - 19.10.2009
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I wish I wasn't here again..... 
I wish Ava was still safe inside, and I hope you get the chance to fill your arms and life with a little sibling for her.
