Thanks ladies for all the support. I just feel so icky, I haven't been home till last night and just seeing my books laying around and maternity jeans on the floor just did it for me. Plus my boobs are leaking ,everything is just a constant reminder. I go back to the OB tomorrow and hopefully have some answer. I'm kind of scared though, what if its not something simple, that can be fixed?
missy that's the worst. i packed my maternity clothes and DH took them to my mothers so i wouldn't have to see them, and luckily my boobs only leaked for a couple of days, but that appointment is the worst. i'm afraid after the autopsy report my ears started buzzing and i left there with only the vague notion that there is no reason.
just remember that it's very soon after and there is still lots of testing you can do. tomorrow is probably not going to answer all of your question but dont loose hope. i'll keep you in my prayers.
dianna
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Dianna,
That's how i felt after my first loss, I had no reason, I just didn't know what happened. It wasn't until 7 years later and my OB now, read through the autopsy and ER reports and all that, that he gave me the IC diagnosis. I know he will do his best to find the reason this time.
Missy - I hope and pray the doctor is able to give you some answers. I know nothing will ever bring Ava back, but hopefully it can prevent you from having to go through this again.
Grieve as you see fit - and remember I'm here if you need anything.
HUGS!!!
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Hi missy
im so sorry for you. i havent been on here for a while as it was just to painful to read other's stories. i will pray for you.
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So, yesterday really didn't answer many questions. Like the first time this Ob didn't have any more answers. Could have been an infection or IC and i got the infection before the verclage was placed or from the cerclage. Or developed the infection in the 24 hrs I was having contractions and my cervix was dilating. I do go back fro testing in 5 weeks.
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Missy - I'm here for you! PM me if you need anything.
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I too am so sorry to hear of your loss of Ava and my prayers are with you.
I too know how you feel all too well, we and others here can help each other. I lost Marlie Nicole on 4-14-09 at 19.5 wks due to IC. I also lost twin girls, Hollie and Rylie 5-31-08 at 17 weeks due to an infection.
The pain is always there, but I think in time it's not as painful. However, I'm not coping as well with this loss as I did with the first loss. I'm still lost, confused, sad, angry, and hopeless.
God bless you and you'll be in my thoughts and prayers.
missy i wish i could help. whenever i have a bad day i add to isaac's scrap book. i write him letters or find a poem that describes how i feel or just add embelishments to pages i made earlier that speak to my mood. maybe that's silly, but it's how i deal.
i enjoy just seeing his picture and remembering that he is real and i'm not crazy.
dianna
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I feel better today, guess yesterday was just one of those days. I started missing talking to the ladies on my due date board, and stopped in and saw everybody's tickers and stuff and it made me really sad. My email got bombarded with everything I signed up for baby related, now I'm just waiting on all the mags and samples to show up in my mail box at home. I remember that being the worse feeling last time, was getting all the stuff in the mail for a baby that wasn't there. UUUGGHHHHH I just miss my baby so much!!!!!!!! I had no less than 20 ultrasounds this pg because of all the problems I had on and off, and I just felt SOO attached seeing her so often.
